working

hmmm , so tire sia yesterdae went to far east and interview job and todae must go to work on 2 pm. hai lucky yesterdae early came back home and get a bathe and sleep . hmmm later need go to marina square to work , $4 per hour. dunno whether is diffcult ma . but to survive my life , better hard working, dun slack anymore le.

QUEENIE HAVE TO WORK LE............

can't sleep well since holidae till now.

Since holiday, mon an tuesday i had two papers so i need to study till very late and there alot of pressure in me because sudden so fast taking an 'n' level and i just wake up for my dreams only. but when exam i also at night go out meet chun they all and enjoy myself . after my all paper i feel so relax and happy cause everything is over . then it's time for fun !
tuesday night dear dear meet me at my house down stairs and we walk walk to black shop and meet lyk they al den veri sian cause no yen . the stupid dear dear go make a stupid imagination , he go use a orange flyer and make it as 10 dollar to cheat the ah pek and run away with cigrattate... cute ... about 10 something we went home and decide to conference at 11 pm .. so we chat chat till 12 am plus + den the bomber sae wan go central but i so sian cause so far away from my house and i'll also veri scare lo . so lyk and dear meet me at pioneer mall 7 eleven . i'll the 1st one to reach there cause i nearest , so i wait for them for a while . and i saw lungyu so talk talk to him lo . after talkin they reach here and lyk go buy 2 smoke chicken burger and $2 super big gulp and we went to playground there and slack slack. slack until i felt veri hot and very uncomfortable so went home . when i reach home, i so tire to have a bathe and lie on my bed and sleep .
on wed when i wake up almost 11 something , den i also veri bur and headace so sit on the sofa and relax . after that, go toliet and wash up and eat my nasi lemak . noon dear caled me and i have a fight with him due to some problem . 1 something dear call to tel me to meet , and he came to my house downstair and fetch me . so i went to gaint to buy yougurt meji to eat dear brought for me and after eating we went to gek poh decide to wait for bomber they al but they took so long , and we went to gek poh kfc and i eat a coconut pie . after that we went to bomber hse and slack for a while and we together go to dear hse and so tire . so tel him to make otah for me and on left 5 sticks and i ate 3 sticks , i forced him to make 10 sticks of hot dog 4 me and he was so reluctant but in the end he also make for me. but he keep nagging here and there . when 6 .30 bomber go meet his uncle and left me and dear . and we go sleep till 7 plus den wake up then we make dinner ourseleves and we eat at 8 plus. after eating watch some show and 9 plus go meet lyk they al and slack slack 4 awhile and go back cause lyk need go home eat . we conference on the phone till 1 am plus and i fight with dear on phone and sudden i cried but it's over and i went to sleep at 2 plus cause morning have to wake up .
on thursdae , wake up on 8 plus and mummy brought mcd for my breadfast and i wash up den enjoy it. i paint my nails redish and let it fan for an hrs . after dry, i went to bathe . bathing finished , went to make up and choose clothing and pack my thing on my bags. and i go out to my grandma hse and pass a bag to her. i'll wait for my uncle for so long , cause he take time bathing and kp .. he he...when about 2 something we went to bugis junction to have sSAKAE sushi , we ate alot of roller , tempura and mochi of peach and mint. it taste nice and we order alot of side order but too bad i love unagai but it is out of stock so we have scallop and mani more .. after eating , he jio me watch movie but i need meet my fren at 6 pm so we ent shopping . and pass by a shop FRESH BOX , and he brought me a tees at $18.90 . and we walk pass a shop PURE milk and i want to brought a skirt but is too big for me so i don't want it. and walk to NEW WORLD ORDER and he brought me a skirt cost $32.90 and brought a polo tees at $ 29.90. and pass by a shop 77 STREET and wanted buy a sweater but i left onli 2 colours so went to opposite shop and brought a sweater at $26.uncle want brought me a watch so he brought me to time club and city chain tel me to choose and i 'll refuse cause all the watch at there cost 100 plus . it so exp and he keep wanted buy and i scold him.. he he... at last he shut up le .. and we slack at the mcd outside cause he want smoke le... and chao and chu come find me at bugis junction and my uncle go home sleep cause at night he need go out . chao chu and me go walk at bugis village and it so hot so decide to walk at bugis junction and we went to ebase and brought a green tees at $10 and we brought together .. he he... after buying , we went to take neo print and we kanna get cheat by the machines cause it so exp $11 and we thought i was good but end up ..... hai..... say got wind got stages but the shot was so lousy . and i brought a lip palm at $4.70 . we decided to eat chicken rice at the bugis village there cause it was famous but end up walking to there , it was closed.. ha ha so we eat other things lo. after eating was already 9 pm and we decided to go to play pool and we take mrt to jurong east and go to chevron . but when we reach there he pool was closed. oh my god , it so unlucky . so we decided to go to imm and take shuttle bus to jurong point and go to pasar malam . and we walked to imm and we read the sigh board and it say the last bus to boon lay was 9 pm. omg our face turn shocked. how can it be so unlucky ? hai .. so we went to imm and cool ourseleves 1st and go to toliet and we go take a cab and need to wait for long queue. we reach at jurong point at 1o plus and we walk walk and look look untill 11 and i call chun jian and i meet them at shell so i took the same bus with chu chu and i reach to shell and go meet chun jian they al and we slack until 1 something den go home .... simply i too tire.

the dae we enjoy the life....

1. the frenship bonds of us..


2. sister ship will always be here.


3. i love this pic we took . ( me and chun )


4. frens 4 life .


5.serene & me .


6. will this be happen again ?


7. birthdae gals wishes ?


8. stages of QUEENIE.


9. typical women.


10. purple version of us .


11. i reali love him alot ; never ever break my own fragile heart


12. MODEl...

consideration...

hmmm... i consider enough of my studies and i reali decide to stay to promote in sec 5 le.. is onli 1yr left just tolerate of al the stress you have in school and tell myself i will not give up and that my character . i will nv give yp easily .... thank anutie who giving a lot of advise.. thank alot.. i will make it and get a 'o' level cert.

*life*

todae noon just quarral wif my mom lo . hai until we fight sia . dunno y lei i always react so harsh de lo. i think is due to my attitude problem lo.
so sad that we fight and make her cry sia . hai i feel so bad lo. dun have the mood to go out lei. hai and also dun wan to go home too . how sia , feel so bad lo . i 'll really very confused lo. hope that i will change into non- attitude and i think will make my life easily .........
-------- queenie mood-----------
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*life*

---- COvEr lOoKs ---------

Recently i just called up 4 the cover looks , the course that i wanna took .
actually is in package and i decided to have a professional artisist package cause its cert is different from the others therefore it is more exp den the others. there are 32 lessons and it will take 3 to 4 months to finish the course and in the end you will take exam and will get a dipolma if you passed. the cost for this course is $3500 plus . for 1st lesson you will get a make up kit and have a personal make up . cool man ! for other lesson you will learn how to make up 4 a bride , models and learn to stylish your hair. at last you will get a chance to be a photography models and so you will have a portfoilo of ur own . if the boss think highly of you. you will get a chance to continue to work in the company and be a own teacher . i think i am the youngest among al cause the youngest age in there are 18 to 20 yr old. i will take this course soon as long i get a job soon

23TH ... SMILE ON OUR FACES

taken at mrt station...


hey wat are you doing guy....


we feel shy?


omg i looked fat?


dun stare at me le?


the love of us ...


do you feel happy ?

23TH OF HAPPRY DAE

yesterdae noon go meet chao hui den take mrt to tiong barah . shop here and there , finally came to a shop and we both buy each shirt i brought a tube lei he he but it look like a skirt sia. I LOVE it alot. about evening i go meet my dear dear and his friend at orchard mrt station , so ps i was late for 20 mins. simply LIKE A QUEEN ! after meet up we so happy cause dear dear probation will be over at 23 on july is yesterdae sia. e got a cert liao and he will be free from time le.. woooohehe ... so happy 4 him sia. we walk to heeren and guan fu pierce his ear and dear pierce too . me and dear take photo too it so lovi hor .. we went to cineleisure , smoke liao den they al eat long john except me sitting at there looking at them . i must enduce cause i wanna slim down so i just drink water sia. ha ha ... den me and yong kiat start war ha ha cause he wanna go bugis den i wanna go far east ma. in the end i win le, but i dun feel like going sia . so we took mrt to bugis. omg there alot of ppl in there , it so crowd and hot sia. we went to the centre of village , there alot of thing to sell . ha ha e just browse here and there ha ha .. den we walk out of the village . finally can breathe fresh air sia . and we go to bugis junction and walk to a stall to buy drinks logan drinks. so funny that we laugh lo when we looking for the drink we want , he shout YO . ha ha simply like mad de but we brought 4 drinks and we still can request wat we want de. sudenly i saw this MALAYSIA GAL I HATE ALOT CAUSE WE ONCE WORK TOGETHER. omg she so poor sia now working as selling drinks de..he he ... dun care her . the drinks is tasty , yummpy the longan was fresh too cost $2 .. when drinking we went to arcade cause yk wan play kof ma. ong there are noisy lo... after he played finish , we took mrt back to chevron . and we take 105 bus to the club . he he reach there almost night le. ha ha at there play pool i so lucky sia i win dear dear 2 rounds wor.. he he alot of ppl at there lei, den i go play arcade . hmmm suddenly guan fu fight with a guy lei . me , dear and yk rush out to c lei , alot of ppl crowd at there .. wow guan fu was firece ... he he ... we atill slack at there till like is dark and we feel hungry sia den we go to jurong west eat.. ha ha finally i wait 4 my supper liao . i damn hungy so i eat lo . i eat chicken wing rice $2.50 . so haappi when i eat full liao le... after that nothing to do ...........

It has been a long time i did not update my blog le. FIrstly , dunno when starts have this kind of feeling that school make me puke and sick , simply hate school. i hope i can be working asap to earn more money to become a 24 hr active partner. secondly , this few dae dunno wat happen like keep thinking here and there. chun chun probation will be over on sat le , i think he will be veri happy and me too. but we will end our relationship from now , cause i dun wanna be angry and mad 4 next fews mth. even though he told me that he will change but should i believed him ? dunno from when , he told me that he will change but it turn worsen . it reali make me untrust him more and more each dae. maybe me have make a good choice to end our relationship in here . neither of us will hurt each other in next few months. PRINCESS HAVE MAKE THIS DECISION . al the best to him!

KTV life....

twist of me...



without make up.. omg



i'm shy

lonely no more

recently so many thing happen to me , it just likes a blow to me. this happen yesterdae 26 of may 2005 , 3 pm at noon. when pei le kuan gek take her photo , we went to mcd to eat but i did not eat cause i wanna go home to eat de. but since she want to eat so i wait 4 her.we went home about 3 pm , we begin to seprate and i'm ownself walk towards my direction. i saw a crow on the trees, it look so fireces cause it keep making shriking sound. and i just wanna walk away from it , the crow rushed to me and attack me. it pecked on my head , its feel quite pain . i feel scare and tremble , but reacts to run away and find yong jie. my heads bled andyong jie give me tissuse and pei me go to chun jian house. so nice of her! when i reach his house i started to cry cause its my first time to encounter such a scary incident. after a while , he sent me home . my mom knew about it and she keep saying i was down on luck . sight! telling me not to wander around n the night. when i was in the toilet , i dont dare to look into the mirror and i start to cry out loud. i feel it so dirty.. now de wo , feel better and ease. hope 1 month will be over soon and my luck will change.......

AIN'T I GONNA TO BE...

i hope that we will in peace ..... but....

you make me hurttt....y....

i wannna be a butterfly.....


i want fate back to my life

let me be alone...............

fARIY STORY....

million of word can't be say , the promises you given me have been broken !
how could you telling me to forget , am i a fool to you.
we have once be happy , be we did not cherish it.
i didn't mean to hurt you, but you hurt me each time again and again..
what am i to you , you make me drops my tears.
i can't stand the pain you given me again.
i'm sorry , i give up

mickey and minnnie are in love.

hmmmm willl our story like" mickey and minne". fairytale are fake in life, it is not that perfect when in real life. story may have happy and sad ending and it could hurt too..

sick of me

i sick lei 2dae i got flur den not feeling well just wake up from bed lo later wan go out lei . hope god bless me cause i dun wish to c doctor i dun wanna eat medicine it sucks....

dance dance dance

long time no update my blog liao den become bore rite.. hmmm actually got many thing happen to me la. alot of change in me such as cut my fridge short till eyebrow there. actually quite angry to it cause i thought is a " must" but in the end i was the 1 who are the shortest among every1 ,just a month will grow le. ha ha you c within 1 week my fridge longer le.. ha ha cause i use special edition shampoo. can't you c i reali childish but actually is not is i only desprate for my long fridge back again and be my usual self or i be called " mei po" " ah dot "" ah cum" ah gong". forget it ba take tis as a new start ba, what done cannot be undone .second is alway keep dancing lo alway till late late de den make my whole boby in reali pain and a large blue black on my kneel cap, cramp on my arms and stomach. hope to have a gold or sliver in our syf because we reali put in alot of effort in this dance.what i can sae is try our best and strike 4 it. we will prove it to others we can be a good dancers too. ha ha we enjoy alot in our rehersal , even thought i sepearted with them because to get award. haiz reali veri sian lei cause i the onli 1 who wear this costumes in there it's reali damn hot .. they veri good lei in the air-con room. so the 2nd rehersal i go with them and stay in the air- con room lo . it reali veri cooling and we play games . actually i dun even noe what is this game because i dun have any childhood . so the chao hui teach me den i noe le... he he it is such a interesting , exciting , funny game.. the manager in this game are "yue qing "he he we did not bully her , maybe she did not noe our name deeply because always saw her do thing alone de... lastly let's talk about my relationship , maybe is cause of my tiring i become more hot tempered and need him more. but sometime somehow he could'nt understand me. and this few daes we reali fought and quarell and what thingflash through in my brains is a words break.... but truthly is we could'nt bear to lose each other just for such things. i hope we could change to a more stable relation. we are in drift apart cause 1st is whatever i tel him something , he will not listen he just like dreaming. 2nd whatever i angry of him i scold him he will sae thing to make me more angry neither den happy. 3rd he alway can't sleep well and talk to me cause his family slept in 12 am and i think is reali weird when it's so late and still can shout here and there , eg he slept in 5.30 am cause his sis play game den shout here and there and need to wake up at 7am make him not enough sleep den how the fight is occur.4th is our thinking and mind set is different. eg i like to go shopping in far far but he dun like he always likes to hand around in a small area.5th is whenever he go out alone with me he will say sian la or whatever de but for me to listen to this kind of thing is reali sad. how to resolved this matter need 2 hands to clap . i'll was in fault too!

the future i wan !!!

nowdae , dunno what happen to me , i keep wondering and thinking. i keep thinking of many couple always sae " i love you 4ever" , but why after sometimes they still can leave them and forget what they sae. if reali they are a man they should keep their promises and be faithful. out of 1o guys 9 guys is in this way de. to me i reali wan a guy who reali keep his promise , if he ever sae he will take care me and love me 4ever. i hope he will keep his promise or i reali will hate him. if he reali can't do it den sae it 4 what. is it just to make you happy? or is it a joke to them? but gal will tend to be sensitive and will trust what guys sae. to my observer i always saw such thing happen each time again & again. i wondering when is my turn next! 2 years time or tomolo? .......... so GUYS IF YOU HAD NEVER THINK OF WAN TO SPENT WHOLE LIFE WITH HIM OR HER , BETTER DUN SAE " I LOVE YOU 4EVER" BECAUSE THIS IS NOT A WORD FOR JOKE.... YOU WILL JUST HURT HIM OR HER DEEPLY.. HEART SANK!

* falling Star*

yestersae dear finally pei me go town le. so happy cause i nv go town with him b4 lei he he , he so mountain tortise de he do noe what direction should walk to far east or heeren is i take him gong gong walk here & there lei. at heeren yesterdae he brought me a gold eyebrow that i long 4 alot.. he he i reali like it and i reali love him alot we walk until nite den go back to nam tai den we sat in the park and we keep talking here and there. that moment i was so happy lei cause nv have this moment 4 so long. i reali hope the time wil stop and we will keep to a song * FALLING STAR* it tune is so sad it make me recall of memories we ever have.the most touching part was he use his hp and make a script and put pic , sound and text. it reali have thought on me lei. ke ke.while we listen to falling star he told me that if he break with me he wil cry, i was so touch that i wan cry .....

21st march04

he nv come to school 2dae lo and after school i reali hope he wil be waiting 4 me lo. but there no sight of him. and i noe that he wil not be here. i dun wan disturn him lo cause i thought he was sick. but what to my surpise is i saw him happily walking with his friends. the time i reali feel sad cause whenever i was not going to school i will meet him after school de. and i reali hope he wil do this to me but NO. i was wrong !! i dun wanna ask him anything abt it because there many excuse behind him. why i the 1 who always waiting,such as waiting his call until so tire den he call me and told me go sleep. his last word is only a good bye. is it al guy is like this ma ? nothing could make him change le. but i would try to be heartless enough to step out and nv interfer again. because you make me feel i a rubbish!

20th march 05

HAPPY BIRTHDAE To YOU
i dun noe whether you would flip through your students handbk and see what i wrote 4 you on the date of your birthdae. i think you never knew it de... hope you will have a smooth & calm path. do take care & smile more.

all or nothin

9 of march o5
i was unreasonable

10 of march
i was petty

i crying

i promise not to cry but i can't do it,
i was depressed, i was sad,
but i could not cry.
dun pity me , i cry is to relieved myself,
just let me be,
treat me as a passer by ,
that you never noe.
dun concern me,
i reali dun wan you feel bad when i cry,
i noe what the feels.
whenever i was sad ,
i was being left alone.
i dun wanna express it many ways,
but i couldn't take it.
i try all means to make me busy,
but what flash through in my brains is you,
the one who i called is you,
the one who hurt me deeply .
he let me cry,his word mean nothing to me.
dun make promises,
that you never did and keep them well.
what i say is serious,
a truth fact of me.
i try all my strength to hold you tight,
but you let me off quietly each time.

compromises!!

what he promise me:
to understand me
wil not make me cry again
wil never ever make me sad and angry
hope he will not empty the promise that he make!!!

4th march 05

hmmm so long nv update , now it the time liao le.. today mood is happy and sad de lo.. i sad cause he dun understand me and alway angry him hai dunno what thing can make him understand me more he seem not be bother lo...and yesterdae me and kuan stay back to paint board we reali put in alot of affort le but mr jana sae he dislike it....what the problem, i also dunno, from now i just hack care liao.i happy cause todae got dancing lei.. even though it reali tough and my leg was reali in pain but i wil nv give up de ... i will be serious in whatever i do even i slower or stupid .. because more practise and determination , i will succeed and i hope i will dance well.. hope to have a gold award and nv be look down again from other people.. WHAT PEOPLE CAN DO, WE CAN ALSO DO IT IF WE TRY OUR BEST...

US

there what friends are for..

3 of us

the weather in sundae damn hot sia. but we are enjoyin

bridge

me and chu sitting on the bridge...

me and chu

me and chu standing on the sea shore....

bitch

what i doing,,,

stephanie

my back he he...

beaching!

the bridge that we walk...

sunday beach

hmmm... steph and chao ...

feb 22 05

baby, " when will we hand in hand and walk me back home again" !

I HATE WHORES

I NOWDAE FERL SO MOODY LO, DUNNO WAT IS THE REASON LEI. MAYBE IS THAT TIME I AANGRY OF HIM AND I WALK AWAY BA. BECAUSE OF THAT "WHORES" LA LIKE FUCK LO I FEEL LIKE SLAPPIN HER FACE DEN I FEEL BETTER LO. ALWAY WANT ACT FIRECE PLS LA STILL CHILDISH LO. DUN EVEN NOE HOW TO DRAW A LINE DUN EVER GOING OVER LIMIT. I WILL TOLERATE CAUSE I OLD LIAO DUN WAN GET ANY TROUBLE CAUSE I WAN TO NEED A GOOD CONDUCT AND PROMOTE MA. SO " WHORE" DUN EVER MAKE ME MAD LO.. YOU ONLI SEC 3 AND I FEEL BAD IF I SCOLD YOU LO MAKE ME MA LU LO.. PLS DUN TRY TO GO BETWEEN MY RELATIONSHIP!!! OR ELSE I WIL EVER LET YOU OFF . I WILL MAKE YOU STRIP OFF INFRONT OF GUYS... CCB... "WHORES" GET LOST ...

i dream

can't you c i dreaming ?

i hate whores

so hungry lei at burger king

oh my god

help chinese dance fren make up lei he he

kiss my ass

oh kuan gek kiss my ass ha ha

sea of love

sea is so peace and warmth.. it ease my tears away , hurt and sorrow

before new year

with my tortise sun glasses lei look so stupid lei... ha ha .. he eh

a bunch of pink rose

this rose cost so exp $27 lei haiii..

pink rose

it repesent graceful and elegant!!

me with a straw...

i look so stupid>>>

in the school !!!

in the bus going jp

totti

i go meet dear dear lei almost everydae with him lei walk here and there is better staying at home talk to wall sia..

gek poh de wo!!!

he he i drinking my coca cola .. nice lei he he.. at nite lo alway go there bo liao feeling dying cause walk whole dae lei...