Monday, March 28, 2005

the future i wan !!!

nowdae , dunno what happen to me , i keep wondering and thinking. i keep thinking of many couple always sae " i love you 4ever" , but why after sometimes they still can leave them and forget what they sae. if reali they are a man they should keep their promises and be faithful. out of 1o guys 9 guys is in this way de. to me i reali wan a guy who reali keep his promise , if he ever sae he will take care me and love me 4ever. i hope he will keep his promise or i reali will hate him. if he reali can't do it den sae it 4 what. is it just to make you happy? or is it a joke to them? but gal will tend to be sensitive and will trust what guys sae. to my observer i always saw such thing happen each time again & again. i wondering when is my turn next! 2 years time or tomolo? .......... so GUYS IF YOU HAD NEVER THINK OF WAN TO SPENT WHOLE LIFE WITH HIM OR HER , BETTER DUN SAE " I LOVE YOU 4EVER" BECAUSE THIS IS NOT A WORD FOR JOKE.... YOU WILL JUST HURT HIM OR HER DEEPLY.. HEART SANK!

Friday, March 25, 2005

* falling Star*

yestersae dear finally pei me go town le. so happy cause i nv go town with him b4 lei he he , he so mountain tortise de he do noe what direction should walk to far east or heeren is i take him gong gong walk here & there lei. at heeren yesterdae he brought me a gold eyebrow that i long 4 alot.. he he i reali like it and i reali love him alot we walk until nite den go back to nam tai den we sat in the park and we keep talking here and there. that moment i was so happy lei cause nv have this moment 4 so long. i reali hope the time wil stop and we will keep to a song * FALLING STAR* it tune is so sad it make me recall of memories we ever have.the most touching part was he use his hp and make a script and put pic , sound and text. it reali have thought on me lei. ke ke.while we listen to falling star he told me that if he break with me he wil cry, i was so touch that i wan cry .....

Sunday, March 20, 2005

21st march04

he nv come to school 2dae lo and after school i reali hope he wil be waiting 4 me lo. but there no sight of him. and i noe that he wil not be here. i dun wan disturn him lo cause i thought he was sick. but what to my surpise is i saw him happily walking with his friends. the time i reali feel sad cause whenever i was not going to school i will meet him after school de. and i reali hope he wil do this to me but NO. i was wrong !! i dun wanna ask him anything abt it because there many excuse behind him. why i the 1 who always waiting,such as waiting his call until so tire den he call me and told me go sleep. his last word is only a good bye. is it al guy is like this ma ? nothing could make him change le. but i would try to be heartless enough to step out and nv interfer again. because you make me feel i a rubbish!

20th march 05

HAPPY BIRTHDAE To YOU
i dun noe whether you would flip through your students handbk and see what i wrote 4 you on the date of your birthdae. i think you never knew it de... hope you will have a smooth & calm path. do take care & smile more.


Friday, March 11, 2005

all or nothin

9 of march o5
i was unreasonable

10 of march
i was petty

i crying

i promise not to cry but i can't do it,
i was depressed, i was sad,
but i could not cry.
dun pity me , i cry is to relieved myself,
just let me be,
treat me as a passer by ,
that you never noe.
dun concern me,
i reali dun wan you feel bad when i cry,
i noe what the feels.
whenever i was sad ,
i was being left alone.
i dun wanna express it many ways,
but i couldn't take it.
i try all means to make me busy,
but what flash through in my brains is you,
the one who i called is you,
the one who hurt me deeply .
he let me cry,his word mean nothing to me.
dun make promises,
that you never did and keep them well.
what i say is serious,
a truth fact of me.
i try all my strength to hold you tight,
but you let me off quietly each time.








Friday, March 04, 2005

compromises!!

what he promise me:
to understand me
wil not make me cry again
wil never ever make me sad and angry
hope he will not empty the promise that he make!!!

4th march 05

hmmm so long nv update , now it the time liao le.. today mood is happy and sad de lo.. i sad cause he dun understand me and alway angry him hai dunno what thing can make him understand me more he seem not be bother lo...and yesterdae me and kuan stay back to paint board we reali put in alot of affort le but mr jana sae he dislike it....what the problem, i also dunno, from now i just hack care liao.i happy cause todae got dancing lei.. even though it reali tough and my leg was reali in pain but i wil nv give up de ... i will be serious in whatever i do even i slower or stupid .. because more practise and determination , i will succeed and i hope i will dance well.. hope to have a gold award and nv be look down again from other people.. WHAT PEOPLE CAN DO, WE CAN ALSO DO IT IF WE TRY OUR BEST...