28 of april

4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY

blame me for not controlling my emotional everytime . i in bad state now ; flu , running nose, headache , gastric pain , fever.. sorry for losing my temper on you and have a break off making you feel lost .. sorry for making you recieved a warning letter :( can you be more rational between personal & work next time . i don feel good when i messaging you those hurting and seperate words ; i just keep on crying . thank for your pursuading to make me feel you there ! dun do any silly things anymore , it reali hurt me :(

i'm sick :( we could not celebrate our anniversary !

thank for taking care me through the night ,
baby i like the way you pamp me to sleep ,
the way you treat as a baby ...
you are always mine

just busy of studying , studying and studying :(
everyday wake up by 6 am and rush to bathe , make up and tied bun.. :( a stupid routine i did everyday . ( don't ask me why?, it is to maintain professional look !)
have to top up my make up every month and have to put protecting lotion to my hair .. i been such a busy lady since i start school..


thank to baby for his understanding and encouragement ... i love the cafe cartel and sketches you brought me to eat .. just enjoying eating with you even is just a plain bread .

please dun be shock that my skirt i eventually wear a L size .. :( L size only just suit my hip but not my waist cause is extremly big .. ( back to my hipster style )

back to school time , me and kakis everyday smoke break ! we love to eat not like other beauty therapist only drink water ..
know a group of galfriends and is totally different from secondary friends , more matured thinking and on :) love them
alice our bikers who are very man
pearlyn who knew my boy
li shi who stay around me
sharon whose cousin is my ex waitress
jie jie who are soft spoken
mei mei who are my khakis

baby dun msg me that you early in e morining went to toilet but eventually u at my house downstair waited for me .. touched by you :)

baby pls dun blame me for not
having enough time to acc you
i always tried my best to meet you and
talk to you .
just to ensure that we still as close
as before .
please dun change your heart and leave me
here.
i wil promise you and did my very best to accomplished my mission .
love you as before

10 april

me and baby went to JB ...went there to eat the herbal roasted duck , soup , toufu and veggie ..
tasty but got alot of files ; hate it cause i feel so irritated .. so cheap onli 36 rm ...

we went to city square and walk ... so huge buliding ; very interesting . we brought 2 sponge bob for 50 rm and baby brought 2 boxers for 30 rm ...

went to season to eat ice cream and teriyaki spaghetti , the taste of the ice cream is so weird . baby finished up for me :)

having our dinner at marry brown , yea!! get to eat my marry brown again !
baaby :" i thought the onli last time i eat marry brown wil be at genting ... now can eat again !!"

this is my lil baby tel me , can you imagine how much he love to eat?

baby brought me a mng tees , love it alot !!

went home around 8 plus , and we take 2 packet cig to spore..get search by the custom ..
damn it , lucky nothing happen then ...

our spong bob name : GU BI & THRU BI

baby and me experience new thing at home ,
something cannot be told.
love you !

chemistry between us


GU BI : WIL you take me home ??


JB ( CITY SQUARE)




JUST THE TWO OF US AT JB

april 3 ~ april 6 GENTING TRIP

april 3
went genting and there alot of things crop up .
etc . 1) distributed us wrong hotel.
2) no meal voucher is issused .

making me so nervous and scare , my mind went blank . :(
thank to baby , everything have settled in half an hour time . :)

weather at there quite good , windy but not very cold .
walk around the genting and first world and take alot of pic.

having our dinner at mushroom farm . we have to take a bus and go down to this places.
indeed fun! :)
we order one big sweet & sour fish , green beans , toufu , crispy meat and one pot of tea .
so cheap and tasty :)
brought some drinks and beer to our hotel . went to play pool for alwhile and we have a early night on that day as both of us is tired of having a long ride.


april 4

went to "believed it or not " . experience alot of different kind of things and even see those wierd things that we never see before .. must try!!
went to KL by a cab , cost us 130 RM for this transport for taking us down and bringing us back to hotel . it took about 45 mins to reach there .

went to TIME SQUARE and shop , this buliding is damn big and tall . the shopping at there need few hours in order to shop finish everything ..
dye my hair + treatment + cut onli 180 rm .. baby waited for my hair done till sleep :(

went to CHINA TOWN after my hair done , shop and spend at there around 400 rm :) we eat bak ku tak at the road side .. indeed is unqiue , it contain veggies and mushroom . but is very exp ,24rm .

ah lim uncle waited for us at the nanyang hotel to fetched us back to hotel . we have a wonderful talk and laughter on cab .. taxi uncle at there drive very fast like racing car , they speed about 140 in every km .. woohhh , super envy ah lim uncle .

have a hot bathe , and we went out to have our supper at star buck ...

april 5

went to KL again , cheaper than yesterday cause is ah lim uncle buddy ,120 rm .

went to SELANWANG PLAZA , brought baby things for my auntie ; it's cute :)
and carry on to shop around .....

went to KLcc ( twin tower ) , inside was so high class . we onli take a look and went off to chinatown again...

we eat wan ton mee , so delicious ; yummpy plus a plum lime juice ...
carry on for our crazy shop and we brought 10 perfume home and some other things , spend around 300 rm ..

reach hotel around 7pm and went to mushroom farm and eat again :)
order more dishes this time round ... i just love eating !

went back room and have a hot bathe and we went out to have our supper at star buck . we are super crazy , trying to act romantic and we went to outdoor garden.
after 10 mins , we ran back into indoor cause is super cold and windy , i cant take it as i keep shaking .. haha!

april 6

early wake up and have out bread fast at marry brown ; i think this is the most delicious food i eat at genting ... went to hotel and pack our things.. more heavy and more bags ; omg
sad as we are going off :( photo wil be posted ;this is our memorable things we did in our trip .

thank baby for taking care of me ,
love him now more than anyone else ...

setting off to genting
3 of april ~ 4 of april

on the bus to genting

1st of april mon

baby meet me after work , take pudding and desert for him . i know he love it :) quarrelled again after eating and chatting:( hate that kind of questioning from him ! simply i just hate it , he never spare a thought of what i thinking and just only think of himself. his selfishness again make me think that something is really wrong between us:( suddenly i dun wish to talk nor see him anymore , i just wanna have a clean break up with him . his stubborness making me so fark up ; telling me to go down and meet him . i just dun wanna think anymore , sleeping is only the way to make me forget ! he just at my house downstair till 5 am plus :(

he message me through the night~



1.25am baby: i say wat also no use le... i think i understand what you mean le.. sorry for giving you so hard time all these while.. we have been together for 3 months plus le .. you should knoe i do care and love you very much de... wat i dont know why like that...frankly speaking ... you are the only 1 that i have bring to my cousin house there and let them see.. never dothat thing to my other ex before ... you are the only1 ... and i really hope you are thelast 1... but now is like every thing just gone by the wind..nothing is will change mylove for you .. i know myself ...watever things i say to you in the past 3 months is true...and never ever bluff you before ... all is not sweet talk.. all is from my bottoms of my heart...

~ me sleeping ~

1.55am baby: i'm totally speechless now.. sorry for my inmature thinking .. i dont want to ... i really hope to find the 1 that i love and loves me too.. i found you already.. but i lost you again .. sorry... i dun know how to cherish you when i found you .. once again sorry .. since now you hate me so much .. i know what to do le.. but i still love you somuch as before .. never change ..never..

~me sleeping~

2.02am kelly: sister...something happen to u and kor ...

~me sleeping~

2.06am baby: baby.. i dont know you sleep already anot... but i hope you can read my msg now .. pls forgive me ? pls reply me if you really haven sleep...

~me sleeping~

4.06am baby: it seem like you really dun care about me anymore... i have been waiting for your reply till now... i think this time round you really mean what you say.. you must be serious this time...

~me sleeping~

5.07 am baby : i have been waiting for you at your void deck till now...not even a short msg from you ...sigh... sorry i cant wait anymore ... is very cold here ... my whole body are numb and pain... i'm going back home now i'm not trying to let you pity me but... i just wanna see you still care for me anot... i feel so lost... step... i know is easy to find other gals out there ..but is not easy for me to find the 1 that i really love..and the 1 is you !

~ me sleeping~

2 april mon

when wake up , i saw al this message :( i keep looking through again and again but i just dun wanna reply.. mummy scolded me for being stubborn and bad tempered :( i moved by him , but i dun know what to say !! in my heart , i stil care him , i afraid he could not wake up on time to open his shop.. tml is our outing trip , should be happy :) but why i feel so uneasy now :(

baby i still love you .
sorry making a decision
to leave you .

30th march fri


watch movie with chun and lai he , secondary school friends :) it has been a long time we haven been chilling out . we had so much things to talk like in the past.
i'm so miss of our past :) can time go back ??? i dun think so !

lai he become good boy , he had apply for diploma of accounting . hope he study hard and get a cert soon. i know he can as he a clever boy.

we talk about what we gonna do in future :) i found that we al have grown up and found that studies is important for our carrer and future ! yes , i fully agree.
that why i pursure my dreams to study beauty theraphy.

baby fetch me after work and went home together , delivery mcd but we waited for so long .
baby called and scold that manager , that their delivery suck and not going pay for any cents :(
fierce ! after all , we eat free meal :)

31st of march sat

baby on call for service ; half day for work:)
we quarrel again cause he alway last min telling me to meet him , some more i haven prepared
anything yet .

don tel me if i love you or care you
i cant even answer myself ;
one day you open my heart ,
you wil know what the answer.