Browising through my photobucket from 2001-2008.

Alot of changes ~ Become older :(

Super lot of memories :) Good & Bad .

But i still love who m i now !

Sec 1 ~2002 super ugly w pimples everywhere.. Single eye lids also

Sec 2~ 2003 Rebellious period.

2003~ my 1st tattoo & also flat Chest. HAS

2004~Sec 3 Working pub, stoopid face..

2005~ sec 4 Become the "old bird " in the pub . wearing style like %^&*.

2006~ Sec 5 Still working in the pub :) Curious

2007~ grad , quited pub COS of him:)

5th oct 08 sunday


SUPER FUCKED UP !


Don asked me why ??
This few days i feel so fed up maybe i SICK.
I think i really need a rest ok .

I pissed off SO easily .

I feel that No one cares ,
i feel so alone . Fcuk !



I sick & tired Repeating myself Times & times again.




For my 19th bday,

if you have the heart to come down den u just come .
Stopped giving me 108 excusese dunno what shit la ok .
Fcuk la , friends ~
this is what you called as friends .
Even though how busy am i in the past , i wont missed any session Of anyone bday
and now tell me stupid excuses This & that .
Dun tell me U cant spare that hrs to celebrated with me .
Off work can also come down right .. &^%^&

TRY , TRY , TRY ~ Knn shit you.

Next time dun ever called me for HELP.

Ya la shit everyone ~

SISTERS , BROTHERS & FRENS .


Fuck off la ! Damn it ..


Be it or not , i wont care anymore.

Simply I JUST TOO TIRED ALL THIS SHIT.

Enough is enough~





But i do know that the special someone will
always be there for me without failed
* Benny Shawn~

In the past , i dun listened whatever u say .
But now i do believed~


Human beings SUCKS *

4th oct sat

Whole body so weak ,
keep popping pills .


I lying on my bed tossing,
sit up and in daze.
Full of thoughts flashed through my mind.
I such a emotional girl,
a sec laughing , another sec crying.

I lose the game :)

You may forgot all the word , pictures may always be the memories.



No mood to organise my 19th bday celebration

Ok guys listened up~

18th oct saturday , 8 pm at pasir panjang 99 wan COOLOON pub :)
Pls be there ard 8 ok.

THEME : WHITE COLOR.

either tops or bottoms or even DRESS.

undergarment not inclusive:)

SUPER SICK !

Popping pills again ; i feel like whole body dying.
I sick but i still go SWIMMING .
I just want to feel more sick now !!

Ytd while walking to swimming complex,
i saw a DEAD DOG lying at the road side.
Alot of people passby saw it but No one cares.

This is how singaporean are ok?

The dead dog bodies have being Crashes ,
the blood have turned to purplish .
The intestines have been shown to be purplish also .

Can you imagined that the dog having been lying at there for long hours?

I feel so heart pain~
Immediately i called the police
and he said that he would called the department to clear it away.

Am i doing a good deed !
I think i am ....


After i walked away , i keep thinking about the dog face expression .
He seems to be so hurt , even though he's a wild dog or so
It's still a LIFE !



Went over to have lunch at Japan village .


Sick face




nice ting






After lunch , went in to swim .
So unlucky again , the lazy river has closed.
So i go fooled around at the child pool area. has.
Relaxing at jacuzzi area in daze. I feeling not alright:(


Went off early then !

Overdue pic


I like the cake , very nice :)

Kelvin the bday boy:)

:)

She my sweetest drug

Look more decent cus my THICK eyebrow

Pout more~

She love me ~

She kissed me when i sad :)

In every mistake , i must learn .

Is not the Love that make me hurt now.

Eventually is the "words" that he spoke to me.

Afterall , i should said Thank you.

I never said i wanted you to be my whoever,

I matured to think .

The more i wish to be mine , the easier it's gone.

Last of all , i knew that i Love a wrong person from the Beginning.

I have predicted i will have this plight.

Blamed no one but ONLY myself.

Harden my heart once more.

2 oct 08 thurs


Ok i so depressed :(
I seems ok but inside i feel so $%^&.

Went to Hk cafe at cine.
Yup i very pissed off for the service;
didnt tell me that actually i signing DBS card have complimentary free item .
I not greed for the FREE items , is just their responsiblity to tell me ok.

End up , Manager apologised .
Ok fine , just in super bad mood & ppl say i so FIRECE.

No , i haven burst yet.


Suddenly I NOT FEELING WELL.



Went to drink at Plush bar as rara working there.
Ok , drink beer all night long !
Listening those song just making ownself more sad.. i guess~


Alright , i SICK ....
As what i said , serve me right
cus i deserve this shit anyway.






I wanna spend the night alone by myself ~

I never ever wan anything returned.


From now on , i will lead a better life.


Thank for hating me.


Best wishes for everything!

This will be the last post !

YaYa. i spoilted everything!
HATE ME al you want.

This is my fUCKING blog,
I can said whatever things i want.

Ya hate me ok , ok hate me !!


I dun worth anythings.















If u have the option to love or hate ,
why not i right ?
I am a human beings too ..
I have my option too ~


Ya , Now I admit in the past i crazy for him .

But now i already NumB!!!!


He always treat my love for granted .


Ok , hate me all you want!!!





















In yr eyes , whatever thingss i do i was WRONG .
Wrong , wrong .





Whatever it is , 16 more days to my bday .
I dun wan always so tense & get angry!
Be happy , smile more:)

Happy birthday kelvin.


Not my day :(
Super angry really fed up bout ^&*%&..

Cindy overheard something from u guys.

Hey , i NOT the girl as what u think ok.
Not easy at all.
Fuck & throw~ haha
Ya talk infront of me , dun talk behind my back.

Are you jealous??

Ya ya , u should !

Drink martell mix dunno what drink.


I VOMIT like shit.. So long never Vomit ~
Ya i drank without eating & popping pills.
Serve me right !



I should stop LIQUOR for a time being .
Health going back to worse !







Treat me like a fool ,
I dun mind.
Cus i am the one

Can you love me more than you should?

Can you understand me better?