19th jan 08 Mon

Dayout with ms q & bel ..

Ms Q helped me book mani & pedi session at beauty bar.
Everything with 2 thumb nail with nail art cost me $48 :)

Just hope that when the actual day come , my nails colour still there ~~











Went to have late breadfast & walked around the mall
before we heading to imm acc Ms q to repair her 1 mth old spoilt baby.
After everything , went back to jp again & bel went to her sauna session
while me & ms q went to have 'high tea' at BAKERZIN .. haha

Shared a set meal together but missed the desert .
Always heard that their cake is delicious but too bad i m too full :(








4 DAYS we seperated and he came all the way to meet me after his work.



strange feeling but ..........................


Missed the time we teasing each other :)

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17th jan 08 sat

Ladies at POWERHOUSE.


Drank 2 jug canberry voka , 2 jug redbull voka
and dunno how many glasses of martell on the rock & beer.


Feel so uneasy after drink cus empty stomach again.


I think yesterday is the most craziest night .

I dance like nobody business!!

I looked so happy but deep in my heart?

Last night didnt really talk alot :(




Okay i gonna upload pic now .
Babe , i cant upload so many many photos ,
U can get it from me at Msn okay :)

16 jan 08 fri



Went for roving at west area :)

Quite tiring this time round cause going to many outlets .
But quite sastify that the sales person told me that i'm doing well :) haha

Work quite late & he send me home & buy me supper. thank ya!!






2 days without him & i still moving on ....

He did msg me & care about me
but is hard for me to forgive him with a word 'sorry' this time round...

Let nature take it course:)

Change my blog song .

谁该爱我

谁该爱我 Oh Baby
谁该爱我 Oh

满街的蹿动 横线直线交错
我无所去从 错在我太寂寞
经不起谁向我炫耀快活

不为我久留 爱着的你像风
在原地不动 我想等个结果
耗尽我所有天长地久
我的眼里有太多
你读不懂得难过

* 谁该爱我
是谁愿施舍我
爱的滋味让我隔空尝一口
好久不再有
谁该爱我
是谁愿听我说
委屈急着要一个出口
拒绝得过且过
谁该爱我

不为我久留 爱着的你像风
我坚持不走 非要等个结果
就算我 再一次错过天长地久
我的眼里有太多
你读不懂得难过

Repeat *

** 谁该爱我
是谁愿施舍我
爱的滋味让我隔空尝一口
好久不再有
你该爱我
我还在为你守侯
明明从来都没离开过
怎忘了还有我
Repeat *

谁该爱我
是谁愿施舍我
爱的滋味让我隔空尝一口
好久不再有
谁该爱我
是谁愿听我说
爱的滋味让我隔空尝一口
再也没有
(从来没离开过 你该爱我)

谁该爱我
你该爱我
你该爱我

Last night missy cindy & serene acc me :)

After cindy went home , i brought 2 big can of heneiken to drink
cus i really couldnt sleep:(

Rarely i will drinks around neighbourhood.. bad mood !!

After hours drink like 1 litre of beer , feel kinda bloated .


4am Went back home and lay on my bed . Is been so long i have slept on my own bed at this time..


Afterall thank gals for acc me .. thank alot:)






i not as strong as you see in me.
I cant sleep like you in the night.
How do i feel when i confront you about the stuff and
the way u reply me ?
How do i feel when i hoping the day just being with you
and end another way round?
Did you ever put urself into my shoes and think?

All you know is repeating that i m unreasonable .
All you know is pointing finger to say that i'm wrong.
All you know is digging all the past & say.
All you know is keep telling me ' what i want now'!
All you know is keep saying ' forget it lah'


You keep saying the same old things over and over again
whenever we quarrelled.

I really have enough all this thing..


I no longer the same anymore.



The more you gonna say about me , the more you make me feel so sick.


Understand!

Ya i'm unreasonable okay .

Stop all this shit things you did on me luh .
I have enough over & over again !

Since when your off day or even ur half day ,
We can have a proper meal or even date out ..

Is have been so long .............


As i said you can even spend all this time or even take half day
for family or even your friend's party .


What's about me ???



Stop being rude to me in message !!!

Stop apologise to me at the end of the day..



I dun deserve this shit anymore..



i have enough of you ..


I been so good not to scold bad words infront of you , you crossing the lines now..



I know you are reading my blog now !!
I have nothing left to say but only a word for you .
" Fuck off " !!!


No more explaining
No more repeating
No more sorry
No more chance

No more anything at all !!!




Have to be hard hearted this time round ..
Learn to independent !!



ps : sorry i trying to vent out all my anger .
have been tolerate for so long !!

Finally i done with all my updates & photos..

**Scroll down pls:)

I'm done with my DIY HANDPHONE CHARM.
I spent few hours doing it.
First time attempt & i love my work luh..


I never fell so in love with my phone before :)

If u guys like my work , i can help u do with it :)
But i do charge lah cus is very expensive ...

Bear in mind , i brought those materials all is loose pieces .
i carefully do it bits by bits ...

If u are interested , pm me :)


Jewel garden :)


I love dangling stuff .. so sweet :)


My precious phone with my charming:)

13th jan tues


went out w my dearest ren .. haha

Is was bloody so early like 12 plus lo .. i was like so tired lei:(

I crazy for DIY HANDPHONE CHARM,
i going to make a special one for myself..

I brought those wire , accessories for like $40 plus..
Omg !! he going to kill me lah..


Went over to bugis shopped again.
Brought fake eyelashes & pair of sunglasses & ear rings too..

Night steamboat again :)


didnt really eat much.
Finally i coulld eat my crystal jade desert man. hahaa






Finally bb put back his bed frame. i have serious headace on & off since dunno when.




Ps: if only he could understand !


photos will upload tmr:(

12th jan 08 mon

His off day :)

END UP i screwed the day!!


Dun wish to say why??


He always dun understand....


Always end of the day then apologised..

I know i was in fault too but why you always cant even give in abit ..




Walked so far now but still i cant understand you!!

I'm loser:(