Friday, July 20, 2007

20 july 07 fri

never went to school instead went bugis with baby after his lesson :) brought 8 stick of meat stuff from tori q and 1 choco puff from beard papa .. nice nice :0 went to brought a black plastic shoe again for schooling ;D try a mini short and a sexy white tops , it look nice but baby not happy with it so he dun wanna buy for me :( gonna save money to brought it ! went home and sleep while baby bathe for bobby :0 nightout again , meet my gals at ms and was such a boring night cause there was a fuction on that night .. it was mostly consists of blacks :( have been sitting there to take pic and entertain ourseleves while waiting another groups of guys to come :)
it wasn't a sexy night on that day , was'nt my day , was'nt my song , was'nt my mood:( delivery mcd when reach home ; sleep around 6 am ;) pic wil be posted soon !


baby i love the way you kisses me on my fore head:)

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

17 july 07 tues

lazy to wake up on school again :( he msg me but i just reply one word or 2. i stil in confused , should i reali forget everything and start over again :0 in fact, i couldn't bear to lose him , i couldn't use by not seeing his short sweet msg each day and desperated to hear his voice when i awake :) i deceived myself to get over it , but i know i cant do it cause i couldnt live without him :( i know i'll be lost without him ! we meet up and i afraid to look into his eyes , i full of remorse by letting him have sleepless nights few days back :( he hold my hand , i feel so touch and i could feel his love and sincere towards me . thanks! having our dinner at siam kitchen ; buffet set lunch:) i love that toufu~~ i lush for that shaver $65 ** he promised to buy ..


my gal called and she was sad :( maybe i not on her shoes , i couldnt experience how you felt that moment ! but i being through all this ; heart wrenching , agnoy , miserable:( dun ever shed any tears to this rubbish bcoz he dun worth it , he shit #@#$

when i felt those shit in the past , i couldnt breathe.. i was so desperate to have that rubbish back like the way you did now:( when i cried , he walked away without saying a words. if a guy really love you , he somehow wil not make you cry! you just my reflection in e past , hurt to see you :(

i found this guy , eventually i smiled more today:)

if i gonna lose you baby ; i wil try my mights to pull you back
if one day you change your heart ; i will wish you all e best with my smile
when i trying to smile , could you see a tears from my eyes:(

18 july 07 wed
li sze late for school:( we went to eat and slack instead of going to lesson , is kinda bored!! presentation for today went smoothly only some spelling error . ha! went to bugis after school , on e way in bus , a stupid guy opp us being caught by me who are lecherous , he video cam our legs, back and more :( shit him . change sit immediately , he dun feel guilty :( realised that he a police man , he do such thing is more than a crime.. f*** off:( went to watson buy daily use for me and baby! tissues, soap, choco, dedorant, gentle spray.. i a typical auntie, is there any problem with it ?? also a good wife to be :) my heels spoilt my mood , so pain :( no choice , i brought one black heel again for school :( can anyone count for me , how many heels i have been change since reopening school till now ??? 3 or 4!! piss*** off.. went off after a tiring shopping ..

birthday celebration discussion for pearlynn:)
cant wait to have fun :o

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

nowdays face lot of problems in BGR:( you looked back into my past and find out everything , what you want me to explain ! i feeling so shit , should it be over:(

Sunday, July 15, 2007

15.07.07

Nobody can ever stop me doing anything :) they could never imagined what are really true love are . al they know was to protect their daughter here and there , does this reali make me happy? they scolded me of being stupid , childish and keep blaming me and cursing me ! this is my life, i have my choice to choose what i reali want and don you want me to be happy too ! even how you gonna scold me or whatever , i just wanna tel you something i will never regret i choose him and stop telling me that is he the one who be with you for the rest of your life .. YES , he is .. you may think i stupid , let time prove it all . you should know your daughter character, no matter anyone chided me now , it will never get into my brain . all i could say , accept my life ; if you are really unhappy with it .. sorry , i will move out and choose the life being with him , i wil be more happier ! pls dun push me to the end :(

he the one who brighter up my days each time i see him :)
he the one who help me up when i in difficult situation:)
he the one who make me feel special in this world:)
he the one who colour my life :)

the simple things that they never can give it to me:(

Dun force me to give him up cause it kills me:(
Even most of guys out there are bastard but he is e one who meant for me to trust ;)

Saturday, July 14, 2007

13.07.07 fri

i sick again , flur and headace but never intend to see doctor . dun feel like eating medicine :(
baby morning shift :) and happy to meet him on evening and once we step into jp we brought otah eat and it taste yummy... went to liberty and find e syrup and cannot be found ; sigh !! we have found almost every different kind of outlets le:( went to buy cheese hotdog and more otah and eat. went to westmall and walk and brought a night wear which is nice and sexy ! ha went home with herbal eggs again and ice tea:)




14.07.07
went to dental clinic with baby but was closed :( so fuck up , the wire keep poking my gums , i want them to cut for me but forget it .. have to put more wax from now on !! indeed jealous just now when baby told me a gal infront from his shop wear a tube like so seducing :( so what , i dun give a damn :)

labelled: JEALOUSY

Thursday, July 12, 2007

12.07.07 thurs
never intend to went school today and tomolo :( not being lazy just sick of school :( i skip my presentation and i gonna get zero for it but i prepared for it as i dun have that fucking mood and smile to whole class and trying to talk.. just sick of it :( sleep till noon and baby came up my house and wait for me to prepare and we went out to msq:) planning to buy that lil boy a astro boy shirt for his birthday on sat and intend to walk walk too! :) brought that asrto boy shirt , went to mango and check it up but nothing special :( went to zara again and brought a spaghetti top again ; the same cutting i that time brought it .. i brought a green colour :) went to reeve and finally i brought that sexy top which i lush for so long .. that top was so complicated , i having a hard time to think how to tie here and there . but that sale gal so nice and teach me how to wear:) went to suntect convection hall to have our buffet time , mainly is like a steamboat buffet.. we have our bak ku teh and tom yam soup :) the ba ku teh taste nice but that tom yam taste so wierd and we change it to chicken herbal. we eat mostly on the hot dog cause it taste better than the rest of hot dog that sell in market . MUST TRY :) prawn was fresh and other food was like soso .. have our own made ice kachang, veri exciting :O ya, i made the ice kachang taste much nicer than those kopitiam , do you want to try ?? last of all , we keep taking photo non stop , and we reali enjoy e day:)

love ya baby , 16 more days to our 7 months


on train to msq
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sweet sweet heart:)
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this is what I want
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who care others LOOKING!
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Our buffet Meal ;*)
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we COPY each other pose!!
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when it comes to EAT , HE become......:)
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fresh prawn
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we help to promote :)
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the ICE SLICER
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HOME MADE ice soursop
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who that " GIRL"
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HE eat desert in this way :0
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eavedrops the 4 gays behind him :(
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nice back ground:)
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it change colours
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love this pic :)
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the end of the day:(
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Monday, July 09, 2007

08.07.07

went home early in e morning and rush to bathe and make up , help my mummy make up too :0 .. we have to rush to attend my aunty wedding . actually i dun feel like going cause i hate them and simply we just don click at all like a pass by strangers :) but i being force to go ! we reach the oriential hotel which is next to marina square and we went inside the room . so many squeezing at there and i just sit down there in daze . just dunno what to talk to them :( simply just want to finish al the things and get out here.. after e high tea we walk off and i go meet my gf at msq, yeah i so happy tt i finally get out of that places .. went to shop again and i brought a zara spaghetti tops and a mango demin white shorts. i lush for that sexy tops from reeve , i wanna brought it, baby wil allow ?? lush for that white mini skirts and pants from mlphosis , baby gonna buy for me:) went back after shopping , my eyes getting heavy ; i felt so sleepy . sorry for not joining my gf and her boyfriend for steamboat at bugis , chill up soon k ! sleep on e train again ..

do you like lil couple bear i give it to you ???
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