i be quarrelled with baby recently :( i felt that he changed his attitude towards me , he no longer so sweet or dote me like a baby. If he really wanna revenge all the things i did , i rather leave . i dun wish to tear infront of him ! everytime quarrelled with him through the phone , my tears fall ; i couldnt hold back to it anymore. he said those nasty , harsh words to me that he never did before. how hurt you want it to be ?? apologised after those words to me , dun you know that you hurt me than you ever did. i seems to be strong , but i swear that i not !

inside my heart is crying.

PIC OF BIKINI SHOOT :)
expose ! at least now we are young to shoot ; not till my skin become saggy:(
dun like to see , pls get lost . welcome comments :)

21st march 08 fri

meet fiona for dinner , also pass her birthday present:)
settle dinner at ichiban , keep eating tuna mayo. hahah






after eating went to meet baby and we go for bowling with his staff around 9 of them . this is the 1st time we ever went out with them :)
indeed was fun luh ! was such a healthy lifestyle .
overall i think i tried my best to bowl , as least i get strike for once. happy :)
around 3 we finished the game and went back home seperately.


fun . can orangised more???


i was so angry of my acne / pimples. it break out in the wrong time.
i just hate the sigh and the feeling .
f*** off~~

finally my off day :)
been so tiring working ~ i still have more things to acheive!
last night went to club w gal frens :)
lose my interest in club since i working ,
maybe i too tired after 10 hrs of standing .
lose my appeitite recently too maybe due to stress.
back home alone after getting my bag:(

gonna update my photoshoot pic soon :)
yup , happy that i getting the FHM photoshoot soon .
thank my friend luh who handle this project n give me a chance.
actually shooting is today but i postpose to sun.

fri another shooting at chinese garden , nature :)
have to wake up early in the morning. good night

last night bf & me eat supper at bukit batok as usual .

"zhi cha" very nice :)
order kang kong , sweet & sour pork , claypot "toufu" & tom yam soup.
previously we order a stinggray rather than soup.
overall i super love the dishes , the scent & taste is the best i ever eat. must try !!

i feared of CATS , i can cry or jumped when they walked past me.

can my bf pls stop feeding me . i growing fatter & fatter , lose my fig & everything. but i just cant resist good food!

overdue pic.

on 10th of march , sakae sushi:) i looked so tired and " breakout" cause on exam period; understress:( thank bf for bringing me out to eat and replenished my energy to read book again.













overdue pic

LADIES NIGHT at arena& mos on wed . i miss you gals~







overdue pic

me & darling:) 1st time we took pic together.

14 march 08 fri

finally after a week , my paper end :)
burden off out of my heart!

i will missed school food :(

3 in one chicken rice for $3 . nice!


is the time now to prepare for work:( so afraid!
haven been work for years.
i cant alway be a baby in my bf eyes,
hands out for money everynow & then.
eat , sleep , shop , drink & club whenever i feel like .

steph pls stop being a useless person can!

off to bugis ytd and went to eat BK , i beg darling to eat luh:(
has cause i really enjoy eating fast food . after eating , we shop & shop and i brought 2 dresses:) i love the high cut skirt but dun have my size :(
we strode to IRISH PUB again and we sat indoor and listen to the life band .they really cool , the singer sang so well:)

a ang moh high and went to the stage and sang an irish song , i laugh till burst:)hhaaha. I hungry again & i ordered 12 spicy drumlet , really nice luh :)

cabbed home!

loves sex on the beach:)

bad make up day:(

irish pub temptation:)