misery life!!

I was drunk on sat 23 of sept again.. after my work at curious , i go to the pub n find him waiting for him to finish work .. i think abt 6 plus , we go off from the pub. but i just simply farking drunk n dunno wat i m doing.. all i know is that he was veri angry and keep shouting at me on car.. in e end he put me off at the road side cause a guy call me n he reali veri crazy and telling me he want to break off with me .. i wanted to explain everything , but he just lock e door n drive off.. this is e ending of our realationship.