23th of may

recently just quarrel with him again and again due to each of us different kinds of stress . we need our partner to understand and care but we use wrong kind of method to show. i felt so overpotected by him, i really could'nt breathe! is this good or bad? i could'nt even answer myself but then i really afraid that this person are going to overpower me and control my whole life. sometimes , i really want to grab a chance and told everyone i want to lead a single life but still i don't have this courage and speak up. i just being fickle-minded ! cause i stil love him as before but too many quarrel led us so sick and making me feel so drift apart.

baby:(afraid of history repeat)

25th of may

brought a mlphosis bottom and 2 tops from reeve , baby brought it for me :) he really pamper me. actually was decided to watch movie at msq but in the end alot of people queing for ticket :( is it ticket also got discount too ? haha :) end up having our dinner at sakae sushi , cause yhe shortest queue among the rest of restruant .. :) wanna eat the thai food but so many of them is waiting , the smell reali cant resist it ... after dinner we eat ice cream ay anderson . yogurt and norgurt is mistaken by the staff there :( get another 1 scoop free.. haha!

dear promised me that one fine day wil bring me to suntect and eat buffet :) don't forget ! i will not down in my list .

3 more DAYS to our 5th annverisary.

26th of may

dear brought new hp for me and him .. we holding the same new black hp now and the same no just one of the no is different ! sometime he just simply too sweet :) after buying , he brought me to bali thai again .. we eat tom yam soup , fried chicken , kang kong, sambal cuttlefish. baby drink orange lime ive tea, i order for him :) while eating , thought of wating herbal egg later but forget to buy:( charge hp at home, we like so excited keep playing our hp :) sure one fine day , we will get wrong hp ... wait and see. ha!

2 more DAYS to out sweet anniversary ..

baby i wil hold you tight and put you in my heart.


28th of may
blue mood day.. same thing happen again and again .. quarrel with him again :(i dunno what happen and we just break off :( i reali feel so sad to let him go . first time cry on the train, so may eyes on me but i just cry like no one cares. who can feel what i feel at that moment ? not a single one , only you !

things getting better now ! :) bring back my smile again

5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY

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