8 NOV O7 THURS

Dbl o night... lot of monkeys out there, the place turn into hell; maybe might be the last night i went there. dance floor was crowded with malays!:( dun like and we switched to DRAGONFLY after closing. actually intend to go boiler room , but it was closed:( went to meet him after clubbing and it turn out like shit. wanted to give him a surprise to reach home early but then he was not at home , he was at boat quay. he did not inform me where he was going and i thought he might be staying at home to drink rather be outside. i was WRONG! yet he did not dare to tell me which pub he went to ? he gulit of somethings? and i really smelly fishy. he was so fucking drunk when i saw him at the bus stop . i cant stand the sigh of him when he was drunk , totally disappointed. he break his promise for being drinking , somemore drunk like@# . this is not the first time and was so many times. how could you tell me not being angry ! is this the way you should treat me whenever i out to somewhere ?? why should i care so much as you dun even care about yourself . trying to save every cents for our next trip to thailand and yet what did you did? sign card for bottle and went to achorage :(

fights end in e morning:(

how i wish my heart was harden
and just walk off without turning and look at you



9 NOV FRI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH KUAN :)
I YEAR OLDER AND 1 AM TALLER. HAS



meet him and settle our dinner at ichiban sushi.