Can i say something out from my heart?
Am i really that happy .

I wanted to cry .

Nobody ever understand how i really feel .
Ya , Nobody at all.
I seems fine , but anyone know deep inside my heart ??

Silent scream.

Some parts of me is dying .

I noticed something , i no longer the stephanie .


Keep popping my pills.
Hands keep shaking & shivering everyday.
I only 19 this yr but i guess inside my body is aging ;
damaged .

My instinct told me that i wouldn't live long.



Who wanna take me as his wife before i died?