in e way to msq :) 080607


when the fight begin....


he my baby boy :)

trying to lick him ...

a kiss from me to him ..

at lerk thai .. hungry

caught him .. his face so strict

can you feel his greediness..

the thing we ate ...



09/06/07 wedding & clubbing

fiona & stephanie

no edition .. stephanie


will you miss me too !

he wil alway be mine

just me :)


jasper love staciee

she my lil angel:)

oh , i caught her drinking

1st gown she wearing..

when entering e rm .

cindy and steph

staciee and steph

the 3 of us :)

newly married :)

singing (ben lai )

my best sis .. love her :)

trying to kiss herr

her face is so red like an apple:)

getting married ...

i his baby gal

what am i doing ?

dance floor .. look lil gal

you make me high

caught him dancing:)

like to fool around

kissing her :)

i love this pic alot

join me in dance floor

picture say it all

09/06/07

something bad things happen in e noon after school .. :( really very unhappy about it .. dun like to see fight nor quarrel but it just happen between them .. ya , i agree that is wrong to beat ppl but is it wrong to threaten someone . can't things be solved in a proper ways , cant just sit down and talk ! 2 party are my frens , can you see how diffcult postion i am at that time .. over is over , i dun wish to talk nor see anymore :( baby so unhappy and eventually break off with me for being childish and cheat him .. he begin to understand !

10/06/07

baby came my house in e morning and mummy brought breadfast for us.. so sweet :)
went to msq and baby brought a heels from charles and keith for me:) and we went to lerk thai restruant to settle our dinner. omg , the food there is like so weird . :( i prefer bali thai .. baby jealous that some one want to keep me .. ha! we went to buy ice cream , so many choice of flavour .. but i choose strawberry and passion fruit . the rest are so weird eg , seame , milk tea .
the ice cream is so soft , it melt when u put it in ur mouth .. nice :) we head to boat quay and have a drink at there :) baby drink alot , almost al are on e rock and that fucking idoit , why u call him to finish up your beer . you should know that i dun like to see him drunk .. you just purposly cause you jealous that i still with him .. so what he never msg you or call you .. you not his wife or what .. are you happy that u saw me and him quarrel ..stop al ur staring , u this fatty bitchy slut , stop showing ur red panties . you can just stand at geyland , what for still take over this pub .. you just simply spoilt e reputation . ya, me and baby quarrel . very fed up and i pull his hair and beat him . i in wrong , i just couldnt control my temper :( he mad and he reali mad , the first time he shouted at me and throw his handphone away .. sigh. he could'nt understand how i feel and i get hurt on my palm..

sorry is all i wanted say to you

11/06/07
went to mt wedding.. ya seeing her with her hubby so lovely :) really envy. congrat to this newly young couple:) photo will be posted soon !
went to shop and i brought a dress , ya i love it alot but too short :( enjoyed shopping with ah niam .. love her lot:) we got so much thing to talk to .. went to boay quay and meet baby and finish ed up the balanced and i told him that i wont go up there anymore .. went to club jewel after drinking .. the drinks there are so x.. one jug voka ribena cost $40 .. omg .. but the service is good :) no ppl at dance floor .. baby keep forcing e go to dance floor . ha ! naughty boy .. photo wil be posted soon

bi , thank for not giving me up on me :)

baby sorry i chase you out of my house .. i dunno why ? my temper is getting worsen . enough of stress , i felt so tired and sick :( i will learn how control my temper . sorry that i hurt you !
me and baby went out after that incident , i brought those cute stickers and note book for so cheap price , worth it :) so cute , i love it :) went to bugis and we faster brought tori Q , there a meat ball sample and i keep on eating it , i just love to eat :) intend to brought a top from hyposis but the sleeves there abit weird ; too big even i try on a new pieces so i just get this top off my mind :) went to ebase and find my sis , she still e same , alway that crazy and we went to smoke and have a chat . so long nv see her; ya i damn miss her . went ahead to village and finding e shop reeve and i brought 3 tops . 2 for sze sze and 1 for me .. actually wanna get a black tops for myself instead of white but i just brought a 2 black tops * why not i try some others colour? :) hope she like e design as dun have as much desigh as i seen on msq . we just keep walking around e village and keep looking something we fancy but none of it .. al still e same . saw miki at work on 2nd floor .. so long nv saw her, damn miss ya .. gonna meet those gals out soon :) me and baby have our dinner at pasta mania , quite angry :( .. i wanna drink my favor italian soda but their z up have finished ; they cant mixed :( eat the bolongiese pasta and drink the minstrone soup and garlic bread :) i love it too ! the pasta taste abit funny different from last time and have a taste of cheese , i hate it .. feel like vomit but then i finished up.. baby naughty keep taking photo of me .. bad ,veri bad ! went to mcd and slack .. never went to school today cause i could'nt wake up ! :)

baby thank for making my day :) love you more .. please no lie from you again !
i wil not be that soft hearted again

he candid me with this handphone

too fat :(

our funny faces

i love his tounge more:)

how we trying to interlink each other !

ya.. i loving him :)

I cried out , i have nothing to say ! feel so heartbroken , tears rolled down from my cheek . sudden of a heart ache , undescrible pain . when i looked into the mirror , the reflection of e gal is not me anymore . my face looked so slugguish and my eyes swollen . i become so speechless , i am lost . have not been in this state for so long ? why must is strike me again ? i always thought that u are totally different from other bastard . you make me change! i no longer a drunken pub girl , no longer playful , always under your control and be a good gal .. a guy who i fully trust and accept me in every ways eventually hurt me by stabbing a knife behind my back slowly .. i cant believed it why you cheated me , i still don't believed it ! why must you deny it in e first place ?why you become speechless and said sorry to me ? i wil not be that faithful or honest any more ..it will heal one day , the feeling wil not be back again . the feeling of being betrayed and being cheated is so miserable; especially your loves one ! if i have a chance to turn back . i would choose not to check your phone and not questioning you ; just remained a fool in your world . maybe in this way i wil not be hurt and i alway still think that you are still a perfect boyfriend i ever met. i realised something , love is teaching you how to be hurt !

i am a failure to be a good girlfriend .. i dont understand you and i cant be there when you need me ! sorry , i couldnt even forgive myself !

30th of may



no schooling today , went to collect my card. so ugly :( went to his house sleep and eat our herbal egg again :) meet sze and pealyn 9 at cine . me and baby busy make up and doll up .. we reach earlier and we went to eat kobashiyaki .. nice :) we take some of stupid pic too ! surprise me everyone of us wear black include my gals too ! ha reach ms quite early and we so unlucky, there private party on .. we need to wait another 2 hrs den can go in but the bouncers there are good they give us tag and no need check our ic. free flow for us .. great :) the party start , me and baby dancing .. it been so long we have not dance :) went home about 3 .. ya everyone is tired .. me and baby bathe den we talk in bed .. we put 2 alarm on our bed side :) pic wil posted soon!

baby i wanna dance with you till morning light! love you .\ bobby scratch my leg and leaving a wound now .. :(

we love taking photo...



he love me..


just the 2 of us...


me and perlynn


so sweet of is 300607


MS....


my gals


al in black

23th of may

recently just quarrel with him again and again due to each of us different kinds of stress . we need our partner to understand and care but we use wrong kind of method to show. i felt so overpotected by him, i really could'nt breathe! is this good or bad? i could'nt even answer myself but then i really afraid that this person are going to overpower me and control my whole life. sometimes , i really want to grab a chance and told everyone i want to lead a single life but still i don't have this courage and speak up. i just being fickle-minded ! cause i stil love him as before but too many quarrel led us so sick and making me feel so drift apart.

baby:(afraid of history repeat)

25th of may

brought a mlphosis bottom and 2 tops from reeve , baby brought it for me :) he really pamper me. actually was decided to watch movie at msq but in the end alot of people queing for ticket :( is it ticket also got discount too ? haha :) end up having our dinner at sakae sushi , cause yhe shortest queue among the rest of restruant .. :) wanna eat the thai food but so many of them is waiting , the smell reali cant resist it ... after dinner we eat ice cream ay anderson . yogurt and norgurt is mistaken by the staff there :( get another 1 scoop free.. haha!

dear promised me that one fine day wil bring me to suntect and eat buffet :) don't forget ! i will not down in my list .

3 more DAYS to our 5th annverisary.

26th of may

dear brought new hp for me and him .. we holding the same new black hp now and the same no just one of the no is different ! sometime he just simply too sweet :) after buying , he brought me to bali thai again .. we eat tom yam soup , fried chicken , kang kong, sambal cuttlefish. baby drink orange lime ive tea, i order for him :) while eating , thought of wating herbal egg later but forget to buy:( charge hp at home, we like so excited keep playing our hp :) sure one fine day , we will get wrong hp ... wait and see. ha!

2 more DAYS to out sweet anniversary ..

baby i wil hold you tight and put you in my heart.


28th of may
blue mood day.. same thing happen again and again .. quarrel with him again :(i dunno what happen and we just break off :( i reali feel so sad to let him go . first time cry on the train, so may eyes on me but i just cry like no one cares. who can feel what i feel at that moment ? not a single one , only you !

things getting better now ! :) bring back my smile again

5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY

dreams are like awaking hope

recently keep went to dental appointment :( very busy , cant even attend my sis kelly birthday , but i promised her that i wil celebrate for her before her actual birthday :)
just go for extraction AND cleaning ... is not as painful as what others say , just plenty of blood only when e doctor plug my teeth out. my 4 teeth wil be kept as a memories.. need to eat my medicine to control my pain :(

baby it wil be hard for us to kiss again :(
let you waited for 2 years ba :)

the pic we taken at party world ...


love my benny boy



he love me... benny to stephy

beauty theraphy meeting



i miss my crazy girls :)