29.07.07 sun
sick :( my nose was blocked , keep coughing non stop feel like dying ! baby and me actually wanted to eat the pizza hut but the queue was like @#$#% need to wait for 1hr plus , when it going to be our turn i think it must be closing le.. what a wasted , for that discount coupon :(went to basement and we saw the restruant ichiban , went in and we decide to sit around the belt there :) the sushi was nice , i love the scallop;) the place i seat was so cold til i shivered , maybe i was sick but i could see the rest also shivered too . the temperature was like below the room temperature.. finally we change sit to some where which is much warmer , we order that crispy chicken but not as good as sakae , the taste is so plain :( after bill , we realised that we ate 16 plate plus 1 colour plate !haah , we eat like nobody business!!
30.07.07
not going to school , i feel so unwell :( i hate that ! went to see a doctor and cost a bomb with few packets of medicine :( mood swing again , scold baby for nothing .. ran home without eating with him .. dun ask me why?? cause i don even know what going on ?? i just feel so fed up that i so unwell and so tired .. sorry i scolded you , i just nuts and nuisance.. i hate myself by treating you this way but why did i stil repeat it again and again ..
am i a paranoid lady???
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Sunday, July 29, 2007
sexy tops:)
sexy back & sexy couples
velvet dragon:)
can you turn on the light pls??
who wil be the spot light today??
7902 is reading :)
my halo bar gals:)
why my no7902 with her :D
happy 18th birthday :)
3 lil gals~
the big surprise you given me on that mid night :) thank
aint we sweet:)
happy 7th month anniversary:)
bobby scratch me coz of the rose
wonderful night , unforgettable:D
sexy back & sexy couples
velvet dragon:)
can you turn on the light pls??
who wil be the spot light today??
7902 is reading :)
my halo bar gals:)
why my no7902 with her :D
happy 18th birthday :)
3 lil gals~
the big surprise you given me on that mid night :) thank
aint we sweet:)
happy 7th month anniversary:)
bobby scratch me coz of the rose
wonderful night , unforgettable:D
27 .07.07 fri
never went to school :( he did those stupid things that make me angry and worries , once i read the last msg u sent me , i never sleep well .. my heart bumping fast and my mind kept flashing those bad things happen to you .. i rush to press money and ran to take cab and bless that nothing really happen to you ;( how can you ever leave me just like that , did you forget the promise you given to me that you have to take care me today and forever! i was so scare and worried that u never open the door for me, that's totally not you :( i cried so bitterly , how i wish that i could break down the door and rush inside and see that you fine! thank to bobby that bark you awake , thank god that you are okay:)
dun ever do this things anymore cause it hurt me:(
went to bugis to grab something for pearlynn birthday present :)actually wanted to brought make up kit but she have it :( so baby and me decided to brought something wild :D brought one sexy night wear and 2 sexy g - string !! i brought a sexy tops again for tonight clubbing, i just cant resist it:) went to eat fish & co , is nice ! i love the sauce alot , it taste nice ! i ate fish and chip while baby ate the seafood platter and we drink the big fish drinks, i have forgotten the name .. but it was passion fruits flavour and was super big size that we divided into 3 mugs.:) went home straight and start to wrapped the present and make up :) try out e new eyes liner by bed head , yup indeed is super black and trying to blend a smoky effect and i use that bed head lotion , making my hair silky and smell great! cant wait to have fun on that night! meet my gals outside velvet dragon cause i was late dressing up :) they both wear in white really look like white angels :) haha pass that special present to her and must bring in to open .. went out with baby searching for the cake for her but almost al store was closed only could buy those roll cakes at 7 eleven store and broughts candles and went back ..yup we drank and drank, bottles up and our mission is to make her high :) so bad.. jackson pass a rose for perlynn , omg it was so surprise:)
baby ask me to come to one corner and pass me that bunch of rose, they delivery from flower express , i think so ?? so surprise , why midnight still have selling flower , but i was so touch that he really do that for me and spend quite a bomb for this flower , $80 for 12 roses .. and i knew that it was our 7 th mth anniversary .. thank bebe, i feel so blissful by having you .. you really make my day on that night .. dun always make me drunk la:( he so bad, alway keep asking me bottles up !
thank baby , this is the first time i received roses from you and this the first time holding to the roses move to tears.. love you !! let us start all over again and throw all the past behind us ..
last of all , hope gal enjoy the small lil bits of surprise from us, no more pops from us in future :) haha ! so happy to saw my halo bar gals there too! i simply enjoy the night most:)
never went to school :( he did those stupid things that make me angry and worries , once i read the last msg u sent me , i never sleep well .. my heart bumping fast and my mind kept flashing those bad things happen to you .. i rush to press money and ran to take cab and bless that nothing really happen to you ;( how can you ever leave me just like that , did you forget the promise you given to me that you have to take care me today and forever! i was so scare and worried that u never open the door for me, that's totally not you :( i cried so bitterly , how i wish that i could break down the door and rush inside and see that you fine! thank to bobby that bark you awake , thank god that you are okay:)
dun ever do this things anymore cause it hurt me:(
went to bugis to grab something for pearlynn birthday present :)actually wanted to brought make up kit but she have it :( so baby and me decided to brought something wild :D brought one sexy night wear and 2 sexy g - string !! i brought a sexy tops again for tonight clubbing, i just cant resist it:) went to eat fish & co , is nice ! i love the sauce alot , it taste nice ! i ate fish and chip while baby ate the seafood platter and we drink the big fish drinks, i have forgotten the name .. but it was passion fruits flavour and was super big size that we divided into 3 mugs.:) went home straight and start to wrapped the present and make up :) try out e new eyes liner by bed head , yup indeed is super black and trying to blend a smoky effect and i use that bed head lotion , making my hair silky and smell great! cant wait to have fun on that night! meet my gals outside velvet dragon cause i was late dressing up :) they both wear in white really look like white angels :) haha pass that special present to her and must bring in to open .. went out with baby searching for the cake for her but almost al store was closed only could buy those roll cakes at 7 eleven store and broughts candles and went back ..yup we drank and drank, bottles up and our mission is to make her high :) so bad.. jackson pass a rose for perlynn , omg it was so surprise:)
baby ask me to come to one corner and pass me that bunch of rose, they delivery from flower express , i think so ?? so surprise , why midnight still have selling flower , but i was so touch that he really do that for me and spend quite a bomb for this flower , $80 for 12 roses .. and i knew that it was our 7 th mth anniversary .. thank bebe, i feel so blissful by having you .. you really make my day on that night .. dun always make me drunk la:( he so bad, alway keep asking me bottles up !
thank baby , this is the first time i received roses from you and this the first time holding to the roses move to tears.. love you !! let us start all over again and throw all the past behind us ..
last of all , hope gal enjoy the small lil bits of surprise from us, no more pops from us in future :) haha ! so happy to saw my halo bar gals there too! i simply enjoy the night most:)
Thursday, July 26, 2007
25.07.07 wed
went down to mini pub with angel :) bf called and scolded me and he say he be going home and i was so sad that i went out of the pub and i surprised to saw him :) we went in and drink , cant believed that i kept losing and i also be drinking so much then .. went home straight and we have conflicts again.. he scold me vugularites words when i told him i not going to his house even he keep focing me to :( i need go schooling the following days , i have been warn or i will debared , he did not know about that ! one sentence that broke my heart so bad... " i dun need you anymore" :( it make me feel so useless , a fucking failure.. told me to go home straight , no need eat my mcd:( what is this ? can anyone explain to me ? make me realise something , he a bastard same as the rest of guy .. what hurt me so bad? i alway thought he different from other guy in other ways, not those guys who throw me aside . in my eyes , he always my perfect boyfriend.. i dun mind his nagging or even he scold me but why must he say those things to hurt me.
do you know what the greatest things in my life??
to find my true love and that is you
do you know what the saddest things in my life??
25.07.07
gal, i not drunk :) dun worry ! so sweet of you by wanting to rush down to acc me :)
love you :)
26.07.07
trying be strong throughout this morning , control my fingers for not messaging or called him . broke down to tears on train again when listen to that song " would you be there" :( you have been using kinds of excuse each time you do wrong things, i never heard wrongly or even drunk:( you just trying to push the blame to me :(
thank gal for consoling me :) happy 18th birthday to pearlyn , legal to club and smoke:*)
why each time i going to leave you , you dun gonna set me free.. why must you say this kinds of things to think back how sweet we are? .. why you send me those mms and make me look back the memories we had ? why must you say those things to make me cry again ?
went down to mini pub with angel :) bf called and scolded me and he say he be going home and i was so sad that i went out of the pub and i surprised to saw him :) we went in and drink , cant believed that i kept losing and i also be drinking so much then .. went home straight and we have conflicts again.. he scold me vugularites words when i told him i not going to his house even he keep focing me to :( i need go schooling the following days , i have been warn or i will debared , he did not know about that ! one sentence that broke my heart so bad... " i dun need you anymore" :( it make me feel so useless , a fucking failure.. told me to go home straight , no need eat my mcd:( what is this ? can anyone explain to me ? make me realise something , he a bastard same as the rest of guy .. what hurt me so bad? i alway thought he different from other guy in other ways, not those guys who throw me aside . in my eyes , he always my perfect boyfriend.. i dun mind his nagging or even he scold me but why must he say those things to hurt me.
do you know what the greatest things in my life??
to find my true love and that is you
do you know what the saddest things in my life??
25.07.07
gal, i not drunk :) dun worry ! so sweet of you by wanting to rush down to acc me :)
love you :)
26.07.07
trying be strong throughout this morning , control my fingers for not messaging or called him . broke down to tears on train again when listen to that song " would you be there" :( you have been using kinds of excuse each time you do wrong things, i never heard wrongly or even drunk:( you just trying to push the blame to me :(
thank gal for consoling me :) happy 18th birthday to pearlyn , legal to club and smoke:*)
why each time i going to leave you , you dun gonna set me free.. why must you say this kinds of things to think back how sweet we are? .. why you send me those mms and make me look back the memories we had ? why must you say those things to make me cry again ?
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Monday, July 23, 2007
22.06.07 sunday
actually planning to go west mall with gekkie to eat tom yam but she intend to go home after eating so i not going:( meet my friends to slack at swenson , have that half bbq chicken and beeries merry nice :D meet baby for mcd , and yet he find out everything again , but he did not scold me or even yell at me instead he talk to me nicely :) maybe i was wrong to lie but i too afraid to told him that i went out with guy , afraid of objection :(
i promised not to lie , i wil be frank and honest to him :) thank for forgiving , and i not making you disappointed again anymore!
23.07.07 monday
not going to school, cause i overslept again :( tired !! baby take mc just wanna to accompany , so sweet of him .. went out to eat again :) went to shop queenstown shopping centre and brought a pair of earring at bead street , got discout cause of ah bao working there . thank :) went to ikea to buy something home, baby brought a blue stool chair and we went to see all the concept of bed room , indeed is nice and cosy :) went to nearby kopitiam and drink sugarcane and pork chop :)
baby and me wanna save money to put the tattoo we want , it so exp :( but is nice , i love that butterfly :*)
actually planning to go west mall with gekkie to eat tom yam but she intend to go home after eating so i not going:( meet my friends to slack at swenson , have that half bbq chicken and beeries merry nice :D meet baby for mcd , and yet he find out everything again , but he did not scold me or even yell at me instead he talk to me nicely :) maybe i was wrong to lie but i too afraid to told him that i went out with guy , afraid of objection :(
i promised not to lie , i wil be frank and honest to him :) thank for forgiving , and i not making you disappointed again anymore!
23.07.07 monday
not going to school, cause i overslept again :( tired !! baby take mc just wanna to accompany , so sweet of him .. went out to eat again :) went to shop queenstown shopping centre and brought a pair of earring at bead street , got discout cause of ah bao working there . thank :) went to ikea to buy something home, baby brought a blue stool chair and we went to see all the concept of bed room , indeed is nice and cosy :) went to nearby kopitiam and drink sugarcane and pork chop :)
baby and me wanna save money to put the tattoo we want , it so exp :( but is nice , i love that butterfly :*)
Sunday, July 22, 2007
last night
Last Night
I Couldn't Even Get An Answer
I Tried To Call But My Pride Wouldn't Let Me Dial
And I'm Sitting Here, With This Blank Expression
And The Way I Feel ,I Wanna Curl Up Like A Child
I Know U Can Hear Me
I Know U Can Feel Me
I Can't Live Without You
God Please Make Me Better
I Wish I Wasnt The Way I Am
If I Told You Once, I Told You Twice
You Can See It My Eyes
I'm All Cried Out ,With Nothing To Say
Your Everything I Want It To Be
If You Could Only See ,Your Heart Belongs To Me
I Love You So Much
I'm Hurting For Your Touch
Come And Set Me Free
Forever Yours I'll Be
Baby Won't You Come
And Take This Pain Away
Last Night
I Couldn't Even Get An Answer (You Said You Couldn't Get An Answer Baby)
I Tried To Call But My Pride Wouldn't Let Me Dial
(But That Should Never Stopped You)
And I'm Sitting Here With This Blank Expression
(I'll Be With Ya My Baby)
And The Way I Feel
I Wanna Curl Up Like A Child
(Ooh Baby....Oh No)
I Need You And You Need Me
This Is So Plain To See
And I Would Never Let You Go
And I Will Always Love You So....I Will
If You Could Only See
Your Heart Belongs To Me
I Love You So Much
I'm Hurting For Your Touch
Come And Set Me Free
Forever Yours I'll Be
Baby Won't You Come
And Take This Pain Away
Last Night
I Couldn't Even Get An Answer
(Oh Baby Baby Wanna Do This To Me....Hey)
I Tried To Call
But My Pride Wouldnt Let Me Dial
(Why Wouldn't You Just Dial Me Baby....Oh)
And Im Sitting Here
With This Blank Expression
(Don't Say Anything Baby....Oh No, Oh No)
And The Way I Feel I Wanna Curl Up Like A Child
(I'm Soo Alone, I'm Soo Lonely Baby Oh)
Tell Me What....
What Else To Say
To Make You Comeback
And Break Me Like That
And If It Matters
What Matters If It Don't
We Can Go Never Ever Alone
Don't Wanna Wait Til You Go
Tonight When (????)
Just Don't Leave Me
Last Night
I Couldn't Even Get An Answer (Couldn't Even Answer Baby....Oh)
I Tried To Call
But My Pride Wouldnt Let Me Dial
And Im Sitting Here
With This Blank Expression
(Don't Say A Thing....No)
And The Way I Feel
I Wanna Curl Up Like A Child
(I'm Soo Alone, I'm Soo Lonely Baby....Oh)
I Need You
And You Need Me
This Is So Plain To See
And I Would Never Let You Go
And I Will Always Love You So....I Will
If You Could Only See
Your Heart Belongs To Me
I Love You So Much
I'm Hurting For Your Touch Come And Set Me Free
Forever Yours I'll Be
Baby Won't You Come
And Take My Pain Away
Last Night
I Couldn't Even Get An Answer
I Tried To Call
But My Pride Wouldnt Let Me Dial
And Im Sitting Here
With This Blank Expression
And The Way I Feel
I Wanna Curl Up Like A Child
Why Don't You Pick Up The Phone
And Dial Up My Number
And Call Me My Baby
I'm Waiting On You
Why Don't You Pick Up The Phone
And Dial Up My Number
Just Call Me Up Baby
I'm Waiting On You
Last Night
I Couldn't Even Get An Answer
I Tried To Call But My Pride Wouldn't Let Me Dial
And I'm Sitting Here, With This Blank Expression
And The Way I Feel ,I Wanna Curl Up Like A Child
I Know U Can Hear Me
I Know U Can Feel Me
I Can't Live Without You
God Please Make Me Better
I Wish I Wasnt The Way I Am
If I Told You Once, I Told You Twice
You Can See It My Eyes
I'm All Cried Out ,With Nothing To Say
Your Everything I Want It To Be
If You Could Only See ,Your Heart Belongs To Me
I Love You So Much
I'm Hurting For Your Touch
Come And Set Me Free
Forever Yours I'll Be
Baby Won't You Come
And Take This Pain Away
Last Night
I Couldn't Even Get An Answer (You Said You Couldn't Get An Answer Baby)
I Tried To Call But My Pride Wouldn't Let Me Dial
(But That Should Never Stopped You)
And I'm Sitting Here With This Blank Expression
(I'll Be With Ya My Baby)
And The Way I Feel
I Wanna Curl Up Like A Child
(Ooh Baby....Oh No)
I Need You And You Need Me
This Is So Plain To See
And I Would Never Let You Go
And I Will Always Love You So....I Will
If You Could Only See
Your Heart Belongs To Me
I Love You So Much
I'm Hurting For Your Touch
Come And Set Me Free
Forever Yours I'll Be
Baby Won't You Come
And Take This Pain Away
Last Night
I Couldn't Even Get An Answer
(Oh Baby Baby Wanna Do This To Me....Hey)
I Tried To Call
But My Pride Wouldnt Let Me Dial
(Why Wouldn't You Just Dial Me Baby....Oh)
And Im Sitting Here
With This Blank Expression
(Don't Say Anything Baby....Oh No, Oh No)
And The Way I Feel I Wanna Curl Up Like A Child
(I'm Soo Alone, I'm Soo Lonely Baby Oh)
Tell Me What....
What Else To Say
To Make You Comeback
And Break Me Like That
And If It Matters
What Matters If It Don't
We Can Go Never Ever Alone
Don't Wanna Wait Til You Go
Tonight When (????)
Just Don't Leave Me
Last Night
I Couldn't Even Get An Answer (Couldn't Even Answer Baby....Oh)
I Tried To Call
But My Pride Wouldnt Let Me Dial
And Im Sitting Here
With This Blank Expression
(Don't Say A Thing....No)
And The Way I Feel
I Wanna Curl Up Like A Child
(I'm Soo Alone, I'm Soo Lonely Baby....Oh)
I Need You
And You Need Me
This Is So Plain To See
And I Would Never Let You Go
And I Will Always Love You So....I Will
If You Could Only See
Your Heart Belongs To Me
I Love You So Much
I'm Hurting For Your Touch Come And Set Me Free
Forever Yours I'll Be
Baby Won't You Come
And Take My Pain Away
Last Night
I Couldn't Even Get An Answer
I Tried To Call
But My Pride Wouldnt Let Me Dial
And Im Sitting Here
With This Blank Expression
And The Way I Feel
I Wanna Curl Up Like A Child
Why Don't You Pick Up The Phone
And Dial Up My Number
And Call Me My Baby
I'm Waiting On You
Why Don't You Pick Up The Phone
And Dial Up My Number
Just Call Me Up Baby
I'm Waiting On You
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