29.07.07 sun
sick :( my nose was blocked , keep coughing non stop feel like dying ! baby and me actually wanted to eat the pizza hut but the queue was like @#$#% need to wait for 1hr plus , when it going to be our turn i think it must be closing le.. what a wasted , for that discount coupon :(went to basement and we saw the restruant ichiban , went in and we decide to sit around the belt there :) the sushi was nice , i love the scallop;) the place i seat was so cold til i shivered , maybe i was sick but i could see the rest also shivered too . the temperature was like below the room temperature.. finally we change sit to some where which is much warmer , we order that crispy chicken but not as good as sakae , the taste is so plain :( after bill , we realised that we ate 16 plate plus 1 colour plate !haah , we eat like nobody business!!

30.07.07

not going to school , i feel so unwell :( i hate that ! went to see a doctor and cost a bomb with few packets of medicine :( mood swing again , scold baby for nothing .. ran home without eating with him .. dun ask me why?? cause i don even know what going on ?? i just feel so fed up that i so unwell and so tired .. sorry i scolded you , i just nuts and nuisance.. i hate myself by treating you this way but why did i stil repeat it again and again ..

am i a paranoid lady???