18 aug 08

cabbed down to catch steamboat session last night.
cab fare really kills man..
talk much rather then eating.

cabbed back home alone.
i in daze , i feel so much to cry .
Pass by the places and let me reminise those past.
i'm such a useless bum.
meet gf and buddy for a chat at nearby mall.

reluntant to go home but still went home

i afraid i might cried again.

on bed tossing , covered with blanket and cry silently.
i feel so pathetic shit..
why till now i cant even forget??
is only such short moment , why??


thank u for consoling me thru the night.