Sometimes is better to know nothing,
it will be more better off.
Suddenly i so afraid of death,
is really hard to overcome the fear.

Somebody told me that he will be the angel to look after and protect me.
he willingly to took off the pain i have.
And promised that i will live happier without those fear.

Thank alot for this kind of encouragement.

No matter what i will stay strong .



Somehow , i feel really pain inside.
i felt that my heart stopped for a minute.
hardly breathe too.. is like another min i going to die !

I can sense something .