Yesterday after blogging , i locked myself in a room and
lying on bed without eat or bathe.
i felt that my body is dying soon and so my heart too.
My heart feel so much pain than my sickness.
I wish to avoid the things that i facing ,
it cause me so much of hurting !
I dun feel like sleeping ,
but i just close my eyes and forced myself asleep.
In this way i feel much better.

i dreamed of you and i really do.
Or maybe i missed you too much!
How i wish that i will never awake from my dream.



sick !
swollen throat and swollen gum till it bled.
But nothing hurt the most than my heart .





Can i still stand strong again??




How i wish that you are here for me.



Is all my wishful thinking!