8 NOV O7 THURS

Dbl o night... lot of monkeys out there, the place turn into hell; maybe might be the last night i went there. dance floor was crowded with malays!:( dun like and we switched to DRAGONFLY after closing. actually intend to go boiler room , but it was closed:( went to meet him after clubbing and it turn out like shit. wanted to give him a surprise to reach home early but then he was not at home , he was at boat quay. he did not inform me where he was going and i thought he might be staying at home to drink rather be outside. i was WRONG! yet he did not dare to tell me which pub he went to ? he gulit of somethings? and i really smelly fishy. he was so fucking drunk when i saw him at the bus stop . i cant stand the sigh of him when he was drunk , totally disappointed. he break his promise for being drinking , somemore drunk like@# . this is not the first time and was so many times. how could you tell me not being angry ! is this the way you should treat me whenever i out to somewhere ?? why should i care so much as you dun even care about yourself . trying to save every cents for our next trip to thailand and yet what did you did? sign card for bottle and went to achorage :(

fights end in e morning:(

how i wish my heart was harden
and just walk off without turning and look at you



9 NOV FRI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH KUAN :)
I YEAR OLDER AND 1 AM TALLER. HAS



meet him and settle our dinner at ichiban sushi.

31OCT - 3RD NOV ON GENTING TRIP WITH FAMILIES & BABY:)

our hotel room was special than others , much spacious and gloss!
love it alot:) have MARRYBROWN almost every meal . enjoy the trip to having sip of coffee at star buck ; the ambience was like so great . can the time stop :(
love the trip to KL again , so much shopping and eat .. finally i can have my LU LU, but i didnt eat much on that day:(
i pamper myself with bags on that day , pack only bags on my luggage and it was so funny:) has..

SPECIAL MOMENT:)

TONS OF PICS WAS TAKEN :)

4TH NOV SUN

sometimes a small matter could be a chaos for someone and i cant imagine a small matter may drift us apart .. my only first time i turn my face to him and talk back to him :( in bad mood after the quarrel with my uncle . went to WA LA again for drinks.. realised that someone could really change and turn to another person when things happen and i believed that things happens have their reasons behind. i feel so unappreciate by someone could eventually throw my effort away and being ridiculous.. i couldnt stand anymore:(

MOODY DAYS

5TH NOV MON

get warning letters from the school for debarment . i don feel shock at all cos i know i deserve it .
went off to meet my cousins and bi for extention at city plaza . extended 30 strands of super long hair which charge more than usual 1.50 per strand .. total $45, but still i love it.. some peoples told that my hair was long enough why should i still waste money.. my hair stop growing since years and i yearning for super long hair, just wanna fufill my wish can..

MOODY DAYS

PHOTO WIL BE POSTED SOON.

6TH NOV TUES
somehow this day was real bad. having a bad mood yet fight with my mummy :( eventually i blurted everythings out from my mouth as least i wanna feel some concern from my family and thats the only ways. fight so badly that her leg hurt and went to doctor check up and found out that her metalcarsalps was broken. i feel so bad :( yet she dun blame me cos we both know that each other have in fault too~ HAVE BE CRYING SO BADLY FOR THIS FEW DAYS, PRAY HARD TO HAVE A BETTER DAYS AHEAD.

MOODY DAYS

7TH NOV WED
bi off and went up to my house early to brought breadfast for us cause my bro contracted to chicken pox and my mummy couldnt walk.. he such a thoughtful person right? hmm brought mcd for me, yummy:) head to bencoolen temple after buying things home , pray hard for days ahead and hope that bad lucks wil be gone, have a good lots too:) head to marina south for steam boat after some shopping.. have really dinner today and we also play some games before going home:) he keep snatching away my yakult :(