Saturday, July 26, 2008

22nd sept 08 tue

family overseas and left me alone :(
i never do any house chores before for my 18 years
not even wash my lingeries .
now i know how tough it was :*(


On mc , actually not sick just wanna acc him :)
waited for my VICTORIA SERCET for a week plus still haven arrived yet.
so weird !!

i saw a sing post delivery card on my desk,
the bag arrived but yet no one at home to receive
and so i have to rush to jp sing post to collect it.
i was shocked to see a big box la !!

unwrapped and squeezed my stuff inside.

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sudden have the urge to buy NARAYA tote bag .
went down to vivo city and baby brought me the bag
but too bad i like the old design but is out of stock so i brought another pattern.
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we settle our dinner at Hong kong cafe there,
the food not that nice man .
the pork so plain and the fish not fresh.

order wrong desert man :(
apple snow. thought does not contain milk but it did !
i super allergic to MILK

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after dinner , shopped again .
fox having sales and baby brought a bamudes
and i brought a short .
i like the sport wears skirt but baby seems like dun like
so i never buy it :(

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home sweet home
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And i have to announced that i love my breadfast recently.

marinara pasta w tosbaco .

garlic bread w brosch soup

bf nagging that a breadfast cost 30 buck. has

Sunday, July 20, 2008

I brought those stuff when i was trapped at home :)

blog shopped again .. haha


i broke alrdy :(

waiting for the stuff to arrive :(



this fatty spec is damn CUTE . HAHA
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YSL powder fountation. classic limited edition..
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VICTORIA SECRET IVORY WHITE SPEEDY 2008
LIMITED EDITION :)
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Saturday, July 19, 2008

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Baby sorry for not having enough time
for you since i start working.
Thank alot for being so undestanding all this while,
If not i think i might fall.

I working so hard not just for the sake
of Labels.
I worked so hard for everything.
I want to acheive something
and i on my path now :)





Never be dishearted.

look forward always :)

19TH JULY 08

Lack of updating , been so busy on myself:(
Work , Work & Work !!!!

On course coming ahead also.

i been burning my weekend Working also..

When i become so workaholic??




Been stressing alot of things recently,
and i become not myself anymore.
i hardly smiled ..
My memory become so bad as
i keep thinking of my work stuff.


i feel like being alone ,
sorry guys for not replying msg or calls!








My stress was so OVERWHELMING......
Nobody can ever understand !


No more times for laughing , shopping , gossiping ;
i need a BREAK... just a day of break can???
OVERDUE PIC :(

make over for cindy


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Dinner Time
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ART & CREATION
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Saturday, July 12, 2008

i skipped the party tonight..
is meaningless for me to turn up
as i dun feel like seeing the faces there.

the times for us getting lesser n lesser,
hardly for us to meet up for a movie not even a walk .
i planned so hard for the managing of time quality we should spent
even though i sick .
but how hard i tried , nothings come in my ways.
My cam is lacking of our pictures,
the laughter and everything was fading.
The new dresses & tops that i brought long ago ,
you dun even have a chance to glare.

You always think that i m so good ,
why dun you look at the mirror and see who is better ?
me or you?
All you got to do is to stress bout work & money ,
you dun have to worry that you dun get to see me as i always
will waited for you to off work.
For me i have to stress almost everything.....
You think being myself so easy.
how about we changed the role ???


Once again , why let me caught you for those " message " again.
And what's ur excuses this time round??
Why u begin so slience ?
Why u apologise?
Why u fear i leave?

Do you know why i beat about the bush to question you?
i afraid the i too straight and it turn around to hurt me ....

I never get to understand what is it all over you!
Why you hurt me again and again ?
I promised myself not to tear again . NOT ANYMORE!
If this love gonna gone , i wont hold back anymore.


Pls dun lie to me again & again.
Pls god , open my heart and let me trust him again.

Do you know how foolish m i thinking all this things times n times again ?
I Know u are reading my post!
Can you answer me ?
11 of july 08

baby off day :)

my sick get well soon , he's my medicine !

cindy called me up to help her make over ;
yup i reached her place ard 4 with my kits.

after helped her, went over to jp w baby and have dinner.
yup , actually gonna catch the show but somethings really spoilt my mood.

Start off , we went to buy present for his NEPHEW .
Brought 1 BIG BOX OF " thomas & friends ".

We quarrelled over his nephew stuff ok ; supper pissed off.
He like saying tt i angry or jealous over his nephew.
OMg , i not stating things at all..
i just felt that at 1st he told me that i buy toys for him and he pack a red packets.
i dun think that's a need.
i dun feel that i so close to his nephew ; his cousin's son.
why spending so much for a kids which i dun talk at all.
so what his ur only nephew !
u can said i biased , i treated my nieces janelle better .
WHY i cant treated her better?? ten reasons???
i should said the reason is so CLEAR.
Janelle mummy treated me as her daughter when i was young
and of course she treated me so nice now too..

At least she always remember my bday and give me big red packets.
At least whenever she overseas she will brought gifts for me.
At least she did care for me and we are that close :)

WHAT about ur beloved cousion!
She dun even send any regards to you .
Did she ever give u a present or even a bday wish .
i doubt so .. is that what u called as " close"?


sorry i blog this personal stuff out here , i stand enough of this shit again & again with his family problems.....
i should say myself that lacking of " KINDNESS "
10 july 08

SICK like shit !!
vomit & diaroeaa...


finally he care for me..


sickness pls go away.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

9th of july 08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIS CINDY
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went to club at night ; actually going fly w serene .
end up we at ARENA again.
We cabbed down to clark quay as ytd i was super late come out from my hse.

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Not in a MOOD man .
quarrel w bf ; why always pointed fingers on me .
You should see that i trying so hard to give in
and you trying to ruin me .

F*** nonsense.

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Mango last min come find cindy .
ok , i dun drink much last night !
i keep hooking on my hp , it sucks man.
Left early as i dun feel good .

Sorry everyone!
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Sorry sis , cant gave any surprise to u last night .
You should know what happened :(

photos will upload soon as photobucket now is maintences.

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