30th of may



no schooling today , went to collect my card. so ugly :( went to his house sleep and eat our herbal egg again :) meet sze and pealyn 9 at cine . me and baby busy make up and doll up .. we reach earlier and we went to eat kobashiyaki .. nice :) we take some of stupid pic too ! surprise me everyone of us wear black include my gals too ! ha reach ms quite early and we so unlucky, there private party on .. we need to wait another 2 hrs den can go in but the bouncers there are good they give us tag and no need check our ic. free flow for us .. great :) the party start , me and baby dancing .. it been so long we have not dance :) went home about 3 .. ya everyone is tired .. me and baby bathe den we talk in bed .. we put 2 alarm on our bed side :) pic wil posted soon!

baby i wanna dance with you till morning light! love you .\ bobby scratch my leg and leaving a wound now .. :(

we love taking photo...



he love me..


just the 2 of us...


me and perlynn


so sweet of is 300607


MS....


my gals


al in black

23th of may

recently just quarrel with him again and again due to each of us different kinds of stress . we need our partner to understand and care but we use wrong kind of method to show. i felt so overpotected by him, i really could'nt breathe! is this good or bad? i could'nt even answer myself but then i really afraid that this person are going to overpower me and control my whole life. sometimes , i really want to grab a chance and told everyone i want to lead a single life but still i don't have this courage and speak up. i just being fickle-minded ! cause i stil love him as before but too many quarrel led us so sick and making me feel so drift apart.

baby:(afraid of history repeat)

25th of may

brought a mlphosis bottom and 2 tops from reeve , baby brought it for me :) he really pamper me. actually was decided to watch movie at msq but in the end alot of people queing for ticket :( is it ticket also got discount too ? haha :) end up having our dinner at sakae sushi , cause yhe shortest queue among the rest of restruant .. :) wanna eat the thai food but so many of them is waiting , the smell reali cant resist it ... after dinner we eat ice cream ay anderson . yogurt and norgurt is mistaken by the staff there :( get another 1 scoop free.. haha!

dear promised me that one fine day wil bring me to suntect and eat buffet :) don't forget ! i will not down in my list .

3 more DAYS to our 5th annverisary.

26th of may

dear brought new hp for me and him .. we holding the same new black hp now and the same no just one of the no is different ! sometime he just simply too sweet :) after buying , he brought me to bali thai again .. we eat tom yam soup , fried chicken , kang kong, sambal cuttlefish. baby drink orange lime ive tea, i order for him :) while eating , thought of wating herbal egg later but forget to buy:( charge hp at home, we like so excited keep playing our hp :) sure one fine day , we will get wrong hp ... wait and see. ha!

2 more DAYS to out sweet anniversary ..

baby i wil hold you tight and put you in my heart.


28th of may
blue mood day.. same thing happen again and again .. quarrel with him again :(i dunno what happen and we just break off :( i reali feel so sad to let him go . first time cry on the train, so may eyes on me but i just cry like no one cares. who can feel what i feel at that moment ? not a single one , only you !

things getting better now ! :) bring back my smile again

5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY

dreams are like awaking hope

recently keep went to dental appointment :( very busy , cant even attend my sis kelly birthday , but i promised her that i wil celebrate for her before her actual birthday :)
just go for extraction AND cleaning ... is not as painful as what others say , just plenty of blood only when e doctor plug my teeth out. my 4 teeth wil be kept as a memories.. need to eat my medicine to control my pain :(

baby it wil be hard for us to kiss again :(
let you waited for 2 years ba :)

the pic we taken at party world ...


love my benny boy



he love me... benny to stephy

beauty theraphy meeting



i miss my crazy girls :)

recently went to orchard and take neo with my baby :) our very first time went to party world with baby and we sang for 4 hr .. we keep taking pic non stop ; we just too crazy.. pic will post soon ... at home we ate black pepper chicken puff ; yummy .. i love it :)
sunday 06/05/07

went to meet ade they al at boat quay .. actually wanted to do project but end up at mini pub drinking , sing song and play pool .. :) first time gathering , yup is fun .. but quarrel with baby :( he pissed off for going to pub with my friends , like i cheat him.. he came down after work and look for me , trying to quarrel with me .. luckily settled this problem :) ha !! chalet wil be going on on june :)


tuesday 08/05/07
i cried .. i hate to cried .. so long i haven been crying. my silence doesnt mean i happy .. my sadness falls within me .. i just trying to hide my emotions infront you .. do you know how much i love you ? how much you mean to me ? i dont like you use her msg and copy to me and make me feel meaningful ... pls dont do that again .. baby i still love you as before

wednesday 09/05/07

never went to school today .. went for dental check up with my uncle :) have cleaning and treatment .. feel so refreshment :) so exp $285 .. omg .. next is putting braces on :) it wil be pain , but i dont mind at all .