chun brought this special rose for me....

at sakae sushi with dear eating...

shopping with my darling , he look so blurrrrrr

thank him for giving such a special moments





another bunch of red rose sent by.......


my 17th gift , given by sis , bro and bf.. thank alot .. i love them

celebration for my sw33t 17th birthday

3 plus in e noon went out with chun go and eat sakae sushi.. after eating we went to walk walk..and we go take some neo prints, it is fun cause so long nv took any neo prints le.. old le.. went to walk again , and suddenly i have a gastric pain so we sat down at mos burger and slack.. waiting for time to past .. 7 .30 dear came back from toilet and he hold a bunch of cute rose to me, omg i was so touched.. love it alot , and we took some photo with this rose and we went off to outram and meet the rest..and me chun and blue tooth went to curious and wait for e rest to come.. when ireach curious , saw my boss he give me a bunch of rose say a person sent e but i still dunno who it is, and he gave me a hong bong ... kelly and kat gimme a citigems jewellery , joyce gimme a more than words keychain.. i love it alot.. about 8.30 , we go downstair and open a chivas and wait for my sis and fren come.. soon colin come and he open a bombay for me and give me a muee lighter , ting and christina give me a poclin bag and , miki and serlin give me a tops , serene give me a ebase tops , kat mummie n kelly open me a bomb ( canton) $600 for me. 9 plus i already drunk le , niam just came and she give me a dog bear with a necklace , jayson also came and look for me.. desmond came and give me a bunch of blue rose. ah fai came and brought me a lighter and a birthday card .. elvin came and give me a necklace.. danny came and open a cordon blue for me.. some happening that make him angry.. i dunno wat is it cause i damn fucking drunk .. crystal came and she pass me e dxo ticket and she fight with kelly .. hai.. ying and bro came curious find me and waited for me to go dxo and i drunk until my present is given niam to take care of and i also forget to wear back my heels.. lucky bluetooth told me..and i seh seh go dxo.. and reaching there i found out that where is al my rose my fren give me , i left it at curious.. i faster take cab go there again and took my rose and went back dxo again.. wtf , the bouncer dun let me enter cause i m fucking drunk and he tel me go wash face 1st .. in e end . still go in and dance with serene and the rest .. is fun .. ting went home den followed by serene den me and chun and bluetooth also take cab go central eat cause veri hungry sia.. and saw linda , ly, aron they al.. after eating went chun hse and stay.. even though i drunk that night but still i wanna thank everyone who came for my birthday and i reali veri happy and glad for al ur wishes . asap, bf, sis and bro.. sorry everyone i drunk and make alot of them worry..

studying day!!

tuesday 17 oct , wake up quite early and decided to go gekkie there to take back al e papers she have kept for me for a long while.. finally i was free to take from her..i have the urge to study and so i went to library with chun with my heavy stupid bag consisit chem notes , pencil case , maths 5 years series and a fool scape.. what the hell i'm doing , brought so much stuff..anyway is fine with me , cause he is gonna help me take my bag .. haha , i am such a bully..reach e library and we go to cafe and have our tea break.. i have 2 hot dog bun and home made lime juice , chun is a big eater, he ate 1 egg prata and 2 without egg and drink ice lemon tea.. their food price is affordable.. the hot dog and e bun i ate is veri crispy maybe they overcooked or EXPIRED.. hey , i forget to tel everyone of u , i 'm a hotdog eater .. that y i ate 2 hotdog bun.. hehe..after awhile gekkie come and pass me e papers and books, thank alot stupid gekkie..

after smoking, heading back to e library and started to revise my chem and do some silly stuff such as write out a law agreement and rules for chun ... haha , i such a idiot cause i too bored.. so i need some stupid stuff to entertain me.. after some fight with him , he have break the rules so he gonna pay out the fine $2100 on 3 days time.. i gonna be rich after 3 days.. before going home , i lend a book called" confession of a serial dater" , i search for so long, finally searched a book that suited me.. its the end of my study time!

darling gal message me she gonna come for my birthday and crystal called me wat i wan for my birthday, miki called and say she gonna buy hp jewel sticker and help me paste.. such a thoughtful darling.. love them ...

studying day!!

tuesday 17 oct , wake up quite early and decided to go gekkie there to take back al e papers she have kept for me for a long while.. finally i was free to take from her..i have the urge to study and so i went to library with chun with my heavy stupid bag consisit chem notes , pencil case , maths 5 years series and a fool scape.. what the hell i'm doing , brought so much stuff..anyway is fine with me , cause he is gonna help me take my bag .. haha , i am such a bully..reach e library and we go to cafe and have our tea break.. i have 2 hot dog bun and home made lime juice , chun is a big eater, he ate 1 egg prata and 2 without egg and drink ice lemon tea.. their food price is affordable.. the hot dog and e bun i ate is veri crispy maybe they overcooked or EXPIRED.. hey , i forget to tel everyone of u , i 'm a hotdog eater .. that y i ate 2 hotdog bun.. hehe..after awhile gekkie come and pass me e papers and books, thank alot stupid gekkie..

after smoking, heading back to e library and started to revise my chem and do some silly stuff such as write out a law agreement and rules for chun ... haha , i such a idiot cause i too bored.. so i need some stupid stuff to entertain me.. after some fight with him , he have break the rules so he gonna pay out the fine $2100 on 3 days time.. i gonna be rich after 3 days.. before going home , i lend a book called" confession of a serial dater" , i search for so long, finally searched a book that suited me.. its the end of my study time!

darling gal message me she gonna come for my birthday and crystal called me wat i wan for my birthday, miki called and say she gonna buy hp jewel sticker and help me paste.. such a thoughtful darling.. love them ...

* GOING oFf SOON *

going to leave soon on thurs night!! the feeling is defintiely excited and anxious but stil feel abit sad cause i cant c the person i wanted to see for long .. Maybe he have forgotten everything about it and since he wanted to ignored me and i think there no need me to go bother him anymore because he is the want who give up.. EvEN thought i cant bear to lose him , but i know that it not worth for me to cry again !! EvEN picture may faded , but memories wil always stay in my heart .. Now i can only see our pictures and think the memories u have given me .. Thank alot!! Nowdays, staying at home always eat , eat and eat .. until my mom scared of me .. keep buying lot of food for me everyday.. she thought it is a big attack for me that y i change alot in my diet cause i use to eat less but after e break off ...... i change alot.. Nevertheless, this big blow to me is a reflection of myself , it make me much more stronger than before and my mind is blank and i m so numb of al those things.. Some times i feel so weak and tired of al this kind of things, please god dun make me go insane and crazy... I never wake up from my dream , may lucified stay in my heart .. jealousy. greedy. love. al 7 desire

21st of oct celebrate my birthday at curious pub.. hope there wil b 32 of them be there.. love ya peep .. bibi, serene, jess, joyce,carol, serlin, stacy, miki, kelly, ice, rayne , niam , crystal , guan fu, chun jian , wei kiat, lyk , lung yu, zheng ming, lai he,zheng yang, robin, joshua, elvin, kelvin, danny, edwin , jason ( canto), desmond, andy, colin, alex... etc some more