Just finshed packing my stuff.

Setting off tmr :)

I miss my dear friends & my parents now~~


Will updated once i back to spore:)
I be back on 2nd of april , thurs!!

Stephanie hohoho


28th march 09 sat


Happy birthday to Riri

Night party at powerhouse.
Was like around 1 month never step into club.
Feel so uneasy as is so crowded & noisy.
Have to squeeze table with max & co:(

Champagne , Hennessy , mar tell , Voka , apple shooter , orange shooter


So many things happen on that night ...




Anyway i enjoyed the night yo:)

Thank


seem that qui li super duper happy right. hhaa

fiona move closer please:)

Gals love:)

Sisters:)

Shooter loves:)

Cheers cheers

She love me :)

yo0:)

Close up pic

I gonna open my eyes wider next time!!


I board a 'Prestige Cab ' black in color one day back ,
start meter at bloody ' $ 5.00 ' double of a normal cab.
Every 300 metre jump 30 cent while the rest jump 20 cent only.
Shit man , i always exit by cooperation rd but he exit by pioneer rd,
to me is actually quite a long distance .

End up i pay $16 from bukit batok to jurong west !!!
Usual rate i only pay $8 ..

Is super expensive :(


I swear i never gonna sit this cab again~






*Just finished helping my dad do facial :)
I gonna pack my luggage now.

Tonight Party time :)




PS: Last night , all alone strolled around with tears ..
I hope this will be the last time.

Comes to an ending.

You do not need to repeat yourself that
this past 2 years , you have enough of me & tired.


I will leave myself.


You told me i should reflect myself.

Ya may i know are you ' good enough' to tell me this?




Ok , That's for all.






I mean what i say.....




The only good way to forget a person is delete his everything
and pray hard that you will never see him again.

Bf brought a phone for himself ytd.
F480 Samsung (brown) & a Vodafone moblie broadband.







Ps: 2 more days to my holiday trip:0

Bad mood now !!!

Lastly the philip admitted everything he have done .
I really felt so sympathy for his dad .
This son have given him trouble since young ,
he even book appointment for his son to physiologist.

He have the habit of ' lying ' since young .
Even lie so many times that his own dad having stroke and dying soon.

Till now , his dad still never gave him up .
Even willing to pay up the money to the models that philip cheated.
If his dad don love him , he can just leave him down there alone
and let him go jail instead.


I hope you will learn your lesson .

Dun disappointed your dad again.



Watch a show at night:)

And i cried so bitterly , Shit i really cant control my tears lah:(


Fate to love , destiny to be apart.

My precious on 3 weeks leave:)

Finally he get plenty of rest & time to spend with me.

Anyway hope the outcome will be good .

Brought Fhm copy today & saw many familiar on GND :)

Ps: recieved msg from arielyn . Oh gosh Philip from UM too much.

Meet the models for discussion later on.

Dun use ' Mental illness ' as a excuse please!

I give clubbing a missed:(

It's coming to a month i never step to club ,

Sat i going to be a 'Rock star' .

Dance with me till dawn alright:)

Anyway i have sorted up my Port folio.

Lastly , thank friends who keep standing by my side when i feel so inferior.

Moltivate me to move on.

* Mon setting off to my holiday trip:)

What am i afraid of now?
Should i step forward or step back.

I lacking confidence,
I need someone to overcome my fear.




Am i still the ' steph' that i used to be.




Can anyone give me the answer now?

Love me for who i am .




Hip pop police:)

24th march tues

Watch movie ' Dragonball evolution' . Quite interesting movie:)


Night , meeting the gals & co to slack .
Finally we can really meet up and talk!
i missed out so much show ~





Stomach acting weird since ytd morning:(




Weird incident at cck long john.

One grp of ' bengs' Keep staring at me & talking to me.
But i dun even know who are they. Nutcase.
I just shoot back ' sorry i dunno you at all'.
He thought i am shirely , i said 'No , i not'.
So are you shirely sister..

Wth i'm the youngest at home.



No la , shirely also that pretty~


Is this the pick up line?


Anyway i feel damn annoyed!

I realized that i am so particular..
I just cant blend that well with someone
who treat everything granted.
Someone who repeat the mistake again & again
despite how much you trying to talk her through.



Someone who don't seems to be so true!






Somehow , i not gonna waste my time for this kid stuff anymore.







Ok , that's about it.

I just keep all this ' stupid things ' in my heart for so long.


Finally i get to my mind now ,

Its time to pour it out!

Freaking happy again:)

TG my photographer gave me a link that sell corset .
He offered to buy 2 corset for me for my shooting with him.

Damn good man..

this is the only photographer which is so gentleman & can be bully.hahaha

I love to work with him ~~

Anyway , thank you:)


I choose this 2 corset

22nd march 09 sun

Slept around 6am & wake up at 7 am for car shooting:)


Only 1 hr sleep but i still look so energentic afterall. haha



Ard 9 plus start shoot till 12pm.


Overall was fun lah.

A nice car , A nice photographer , A nice fren :)




Till now , haven get to sleep yet..

My brain like half dead now!





Ps: I am so happy today!

Photographer : Matthew




Baby remember next weeks onward;

everyday 10 pm jogging okay:)


We can do it alright ~

Brought stuff online:)

Nice plum dress :)


Silicone bra with strap. La senza selling too:)







Take away all the broken dream
But they can never have our yesterday.

Cant sleep with him tonight.


Wondering if he could sleep well without me?



Hmm.. of course can still sleep like a dead PIG. ahahah

Breakout face:( went threading eyebrow finally.

20th march fri

Have spending days with baby:)

Being talking about the stall and so fro....
Decided to enrol bbdc after i came back from holiday :)

Estimate around 2010 i will get my license.

After conclusion , decided to get my own Mini car not sharing with him.
Think far , both of us need cars in all time for his work , leisure & the stall and so on.


Getting my own car means having more Burden .
So have to help up with his stall & initially he can pay my car installment and everything monthly , treat it as my pay.



For now , everything is set here but maybe there's twist & turn far ahead.


I love yogurt even thought i hate milk. weird

Different angle , Different me.



Finally i get some pictures from nick :)
But every picture i see , i felt the make up really dun suits me.
Anyway , make up is not done by Myself.


Yeah i going for holiday on 30th of march ; be back on 2nd april.
* Dun miss me ~~



Spa , massage anyone?

Face breakout again , shit . I still have many shootings on hand :(

16 march 09 monday

Shopped with baby at jp :)
He brought a SEIKO watch for himself
and he brought my Armani exchange watch for me too.



Finally my wish come true within weeks:)

Love you baby :)

Love Armani xchange.


Peeps , get AX watches now. Launch on dec '08 :)



Should i be happy or upset ?

Finally after like 6 months , mens come :(

Feel so weird ~~

Did anyone brought the sat wan bao news paper?

Baby was the 1st person to call me & he was like so so so happy :)

Did anyone spot me or riri?

Right hand side Headline.


Me & Ri ri


Pg 6 . Canon , freecom , fujitsu


Shit , whole world know i have butterfly.

Photographer: Anson
Date : 13th march friday

Photographer : Chris & Zhi guan

Freecom & Fujitsu

Date: 12th march thurs

12 march-15th march 09


IT show girl:)

Overall the job quite slack but standing with my heels for like so long hours really kills me . The 'Pain' , i dun think that guys will ever understand it.

Can you imagine you are using a 4 cm hard thin metal to support your whole weight? hahaa.

Finally , everything comes to the end.


Afterall , everything was fun working with the gals.

Chanel , selina , annabel , fangling , hongling .
Last but not least the gal i refer to , riri:) haha







Thank boyfriend for making an effort to accompany me after my work:)
Even though i know he like so unwillingly to come .

Spending my after work at IRISH pub drinking 'Sex on the beach' and eating spicy drumlet for 2 days.









Anyway thank to Gillian who intro this job & came down to look for us .

Recieved quite a few of photos from photographer .


14th sat - Headline on wan bao news papers with riri.
Recieved calls & msg from bf & friends that i appears on papers. hahah