28 of june 07

actually meeting janet and we have planned everything le but in e end she not going cause she dun have enough money :( never mind , i not angry ; meet up soon :0 meet my 10 yrs fren qui li and one of my gd fren too .. we went orchard and shopping and i eat e chicken for so long cause of that stupid braces ; irritatting :( gal and me brought 2 cardigan for $33 , wanted to buy purple colour but change to electric blue than change to yellow again .. i just being fickle minded .. now i keep thinking of that electric blue :( bad habit ! waiting for si and pearlyn to arrive and we sit down and gossip .. we reali have so many topic to talk :) when they arrive , went to night out again..is fun but quarrel with baby again ..i just dun get it :( sad , dun wish to talk again !

18 of june mon

holiday and ya i have my good planning too or i wil bore to death at home :(
yup actually i was working at isetan but i couldnt stand the boredom i just walk to get out :( went off after 1 hr .. ya meet my sis serene , went to eat at taka ; actually i the one who keep on eating but not her :) went to meet my gal after that and do something after that we went to party as i have 4 hrs free. i thought just need to pay for e drinks and all that but the bill came is unexpected.. lucky i have enough cash :) went home and i running for last bus, i feel so pathetic . the first time i alone and he not by my side .. keep thinking of him and i tried to called him but he never answer suddenly i feel so sad. the first time he never answer my call, i broke to tears , i just cant stand it anymore .. when i was on bus, he called me and i was crying ; he comforted me and i really miss him ...



5 more days to his book out !! i be missing you :(


once that close:)






19 june tuesday

spend my days at work :( the things is so messy like hell .. they expect me to clean up .. no way , i wouldn't .. i couldn't find the key , they just being irresponsible and i called my boss for so many times she did not want answer.. i scatched my hands with the rusty hanger there and leave such a long scar on my hand .. i care less now.. i want quit .. i dun need that small sum of money and i working so hard for that sale .. enough of it :(

20 june wed

ya meet my gals for ice skate .. i have been a long time have not skate and i just know how to balance but didn't know how to skate:( sorry gals ,keep holding me al e while .. fall couple of times but then is fun :) we skate for about 5 hrs and about 8 plus i saw a familiar figure , is my boy friend ; he really scare me to death i thought he run out from camp .. but actually is nightout and i was so touched , he simply on call cab just rush down and see me ...went to eat and acc si si buy heels and went home..he gonna go off at 11pm :( feel sad to let him go... one more thing to add.. 2 big bruises on my knee cap cause of baby ; he shocked me till i nervous and fall down during skating:(

miss ya :0

left and right knee cap bruises:(


it look more serious in real life:(



21st june thurs

ya going to meet my few gals today and went for some nightout :)
rush to si house and lend her skirt and help her in make up and she treat me eat dumpling , sweet of her :) actually want to take shuttle bus to take my pay at imm but traffic jam, we waited for so long till i decided not to take anymore ! the weather was extremely hot :( kelly couldn't come out cause of some problem then :( went to meet perlynn and ahead to orchard to meet janelle and janice .. soon the 2 gals chu hong and her friend come along too and wat a concidence ; we took e same train :) enjoying the nightout with them ..

miss my baby and girls .. hoping for more chill out with them , we gonna catch up our gossip times:0

before going orchard



what she doing ???


we wear almost same heels



22nd june fri

ya i have been video call with my baby .. i could see him :( but i dont think enough for me, i wanted to see him in real life cause i wanna feel his touch and the way he always trying to make me laugh .. went to fun fair with si and eventually i spend al my money on buying things and food... die , i gonna broke ! :(

one more days to your book out , i waiting to see ya:)

23 june sat

so bore at home , i just feel like dying :( i hate loniness.. went out with my gekkie , she acc me go take pay , so nice of her :) and went to eat and buy gummies and key chains. she brough her fav boy" comic boy" .. haaha.. she have to go off at 6 pm to have dinner with her parents and i chat with baby and he scare i alone so on call cab and faster get here asap :) we have our bali thai at west mall and we buy 5 herbal eggs home :) went home watch vcd and eat herbal egg, plan to ton together but i went to sleep at 1 plus .. i like a pig ZZzzz

like to fool around

should i buy this hand bag ??

24 june sun
appointment for braces , i scare of pain !! ya went there at 12 plus to have my bread fast and my parents went off after baby come down .. i waited for few hours.. not pain at all just irritation .. so sad i couldnt bite or chew. i only can eat porridge ... :( speedy recovery soon !!

thank baby for ur comfort, i realise you the one who reali love and care not the rest !

a kiss before going in for braces :)


26 th june 07

hoping to see him in real life .. i wan him by my side when i in pain :( he reali cheat his officer and came up my house and acc me . i was touch by you :) even the time is short but indeed i was happy and i dun feel any pain anymore .. you are my medicine .. love you

16 june 07 sat

meet him after work den he came down and find me .. i wear e polo skirt is too short den i wear a legging on.. i cant stand it anymore cause i feel so kids so i take off the legging ... :) go shopping with baby den we settle our dinner at billy bombas .. the waiter there is so sassy , reali cant stand him :( i eat roasted chicken and baby eat rd 66 .. i have my pink pussy cat and bi drink raspberry soda.. yummy is nice :) thumb up ... after eating , we went to halo and have a drink and sing song . change in there , bored:( miss my ex waitress ... pic wil be posted soon


2 more days to his re service . veri sad cause i will be missing him so badly:(

17 june07 sun

after work dear come jp find me and we went home together . we delivery our mcd and baby busy packing his thing .. i lying on there lazy to help him. alway so bad of me:( we watch dvd the quest , omg the american is too open minded , competition of sexually position, break the guy vigin ... :)

few hr later he have to be in camp.. :(

14th june 07 thurs

quarrel with baby.. comminucation break down :( i just could'nt control my temper, i just blurt everything from my mouth. is this what i want to say from my heart ? i really dunno .. i just too tired to quarrel.. slept after hanging up e phone at 5 plus and sleep al e way to 2 am :) too tired!!
wake up c so many miss called and message.. baby thought i still angry with him and he msg me 2 mms with his pic and say sorry ; miss me ! sometimes he really so sweet that i cant bear to let him go . call him immediately , and he stil so awake ! we chat till i brought mcd home and eat :) is late morning 4.30 , chase him to sleep or he wil be tired for e next morning .. love ya :)

thank for accompany through the morning .
thank for not letting me alone in e dark


15th june 07 fri
ya.. i wait for fri for so long.. can't wait to see him .. as we planned , we gonna out for steam boat at marina south . we took train together and i keep aruge with him that must alight at outram park annd take nel and arrive marina bay .. he keep saying must alight from raffles and change e train.. in e end alight at outram park and we walk to the map there .. there are no sigh of marina bay, i very ps.. den he keep laughing say i gong gong. maybe due to sleep too much till blur blur :) the food at zheng fa is getting worsen , not as fresh as last time .. not much marinate to the pork and the taste so plain.. clever me and baby cooked with chill.. finish eating , we went to play game and i keep losing till i fed up and then we went home:) on e way home , so many weird things happen, moth on e train keep flying to me and dear keep scared me say that moth is those " dirty thing " , i scare to hell .. the moth stick to a guy hair and everyone looking :) funny ! we alight the train and keep see whether e moth follow me and den we start the topic of moth and bettle :) when we reach home , we bathing den my g - string drop on e pile of water , damn unlucky .. dear help me wash it and keep dry:) when in e room , a big bettle fly here and there and dear go catch it and throw it away .. so omen , reali feel so uneasy , things keep happening :( went to sleep early instead of watching dvd..

baby said that i have sleeping illness..
admit that i keep sleeping non stop as my bain stop functioning ..

12/06/07

overslept and i lazy to go school.. feel so sleepy and tired :( not enough sleep for this few weeks , alway go eat supper and slack ... average one day only slept for 2 or 3 hrs and i need to take a long journey to school :( omg! darling come my hse after work and we went out to shop and eat.. he brought a fox pant for me , ya i finding this cutting for so long ; finally i found something i like:) yA , we eat that bee hoon for $9plus omg is so x.. we went home after that with our bubble tea :) went to watch movie at westmall ( MEN IN WHITE ) ,again we buy 4 herbal egg. but this time is special cause the egg without the egg shell is soak into the herbal for 2 hr and the egg is super nice .. love it :)and we brought my fav NACHO .such a lame show, i dun think is funny nor scary .. it just a unlogic show . after show , we saw jackson and his gal friend sitting on the same row with us.. ha ! baby go scare him , his face scare till so pale .. super funny :0 bad boy #%@ !!! hungry again , went to nearby kopi tiam and we both drink soup .. haha .. went home and i sleep first and baby watching tv ; i hug his leg and sleep .. funny pose .. a stupid habit :) so sweet of him didnt push me away ..

dear i promised i wil not so early sleep and leave you alone and watch tv :(

13/06/07
nv went to school again and we went home together and we eat choco and sweet:( went to clementi and we eat fried wanton and pork chop.. after eating we head to party world and sing song .. half way through , we have some quarrel cause of my friend msg den he not happy about it and he upset that why ask my fren to join us .. in the end this thing settled :) we drink so much , such as shirely temple , blue lagoon and mochaa.... i cant wait to pee and i was afraid to go toilet so dark and so scary .. i get frightened in e first time round ; i saw something in my next cabin .. there no one there ! after finish the things there .. i force baby to follow me to toliet .. :) so sweet he willingly to as he know that i very scare !! thank baby

in e way to msq :) 080607


when the fight begin....


he my baby boy :)

trying to lick him ...

a kiss from me to him ..

at lerk thai .. hungry

caught him .. his face so strict

can you feel his greediness..

the thing we ate ...



09/06/07 wedding & clubbing

fiona & stephanie

no edition .. stephanie


will you miss me too !

he wil alway be mine

just me :)


jasper love staciee

she my lil angel:)

oh , i caught her drinking

1st gown she wearing..

when entering e rm .

cindy and steph

staciee and steph

the 3 of us :)

newly married :)

singing (ben lai )

my best sis .. love her :)

trying to kiss herr

her face is so red like an apple:)

getting married ...

i his baby gal

what am i doing ?

dance floor .. look lil gal

you make me high

caught him dancing:)

like to fool around

kissing her :)

i love this pic alot

join me in dance floor

picture say it all