nEw LIfE !!

I have pierce my belly navel on few days back cost me $45 with a crystal stud , but i love it alot . but actually quite pain n itchy cause it like a bit swollen so i can't eat any sea food , so pity.. My mother is funny keep saying my body is just like an art pieces , cause recently i have a butterfly tattoo on my hips plus a tattoo in e past on my back .. amd a scropion on my stomach n now another belly pierce.. What m i gonna to do next ? But i never imagine i wil have a tattoo in e past but now .. hai .. wat done cannot be undone .. just let it be .. accept me for who m i , i love the way i m now .. NexT , i wil not think alot so much in e future . thank niam niam n my precious sis n fren who advise n scold me for being too emotional. Is defintely hard for me to forget something in just 1 day , but i wil tried n tried cause is not worth for me to be sad n pain anymore.. I happy with chun chun now , he treat me reali nice just i dun like him to be veri possesive and easily to get jealous.. Lastly , i have being drunk since july , haven being awake for so long , i now trying to lead a normal life like others again and be a good gal .. DUN CLUB too much and DUN ALWAYS DRINK..

BreAk OfF...

is this reali a ending of us ? i have message him that dun b apart but he dun even bother to reply! maybe he have already dun love me anymore , maybe from the start it just a one sided love. i keep hoping for him to cal me n message me that we used to be.. i veri sad n hurt that i cant get into sleep. mani frens tel me that is not used to give in this realationship at al but i keep lying myself that he love me .. he belongs to me. but yesterday when i crying , thinking back al the things we did . i felt that is only me who are concern n care abt this relationship of ours . No matter what he do in e past , i dun mind at all, i just wished that he put me into his heart . But from now on , everything is over, he dun love me anymore and i cant get to see him anymore . Hope that he will miss me one day, and he wil return to my side again !! I do love him alot , i still remember the things we did and promised

misery life!!

I was drunk on sat 23 of sept again.. after my work at curious , i go to the pub n find him waiting for him to finish work .. i think abt 6 plus , we go off from the pub. but i just simply farking drunk n dunno wat i m doing.. all i know is that he was veri angry and keep shouting at me on car.. in e end he put me off at the road side cause a guy call me n he reali veri crazy and telling me he want to break off with me .. i wanted to explain everything , but he just lock e door n drive off.. this is e ending of our realationship.