This few days cant really forcus..

I been thinking alot alot alot.

20th sept 09 might be leaving to Bangkok,
not leaving with bb but only by myself.

I gonna leave like so many weeks,
i guess be back on first week of oct...

Only my close ones knows why i leaving for so long ~

Sigh , now i have the feeling of reluctant to leave :(



Can anyone please tell me should or should not leave?